It's Faziraaahh!

homework, why u sucha pain in the ass?

2012-01-07T01:00:00.000-08:00

Eh hi! school starts in 2 days.. and I'm not even near finishing my homework.

And what am I doing now? this.
I really don't enjoy doing homework, especially when it's difficult.
I'd rather study than do homework.
The J2 timetable suck balls! like srsly, no life seh like this. sch end so late. tuesday's the worst. but what to do.. just tahan till end of year la..

I think imma try to do physics.. 8 chapters of revision w/s to do.. kidding me, bro?
ah.. just pretend no gp homework la. einar also never say anything. hehe..

k la. since I've got nothing else to say, imma go now:)
homework? nah..

k this a make-up video. It's michelle phan's sis-in-law i think. she transformed herself into Drake.. pretty cool :)

k bye~~

2011's ending :'(

2011-12-26T02:29:00.001-08:00

Ah.. it's the time of year again. when u think "man, where did the time go??" haha

2011 has been one hell of a year.

A lot has happened. First, I had my first ever job in January.

Although I worked for only a month plus, it was still an experience I'll never forget. It made me have a little taste of the working world. It's tough.

I also lost a few loved ones. 3 to be exact. They'll always be remembered <3

Then I went to JJC.

Awesome experience so far. I've done so much in this short span of time.

I've also made some amazing friends along the way.

I'm especially thankful that I got promoted :)

Year 2 will be another nerve-wrecking experience. I'm not sure if I'm ready for it but I'll do my best.

Hm.. what else? Nothing really.

The holidays are ending soon and 2012 is approaching us.

I hope 2012 will be a good year. Academic wise especially ;)

Ah, still can believe I'll be taking my 'A's next year.

K should probably carry on with my endless pile of homework :(
K love you bye!

Before that, I'd like to share my new favourite artist! Shila Amzah! YAY!

I love her voice! plus, she's pretty :)

& she kinda look like snsd Jessica..

No?

hi there

2011-10-25T08:33:00.000-07:00

Hello I know this blog is dead again. But it's ok!
Oh yeah I just got back from dinner & as soon as i got home, i recorded a bloody random vid.
It's me singing Because of You by ne-yo >.<
I know it kinda sucks but whatever.
At the beginning, I was singing Rolling in the Deep, then my mom said "always sing this song only"..
so I change song.. hahahaha
the vid was had to be cut off cuz it had to be shorter to email to my email. so yeah...
& its completely senget.. Hahaha sucha noob!
I do this for fun k! thanks for reading~~
K bye! Love you!

WELLO!

2011-10-10T06:24:00.001-07:00

Cuz we're cool like that hehe ;)

EH HIII!!!
I honestly I have nothing to say, that's why I'm bad at blogging.. but since promos are over, I might as well waste my time doing stuff like this, y'know?
Not taking mother tongue was such a wise choice. I can't believe I wanted to take it at the beginning of the year. Blindly following my momma's instructions mah. Haha.
Gonna have tons of free time cuz of mother tongue & cuz school ends @ 1. yay!
I need to finish this PW script by tonight cuz must go for first round of presentation on wednesday. sian. first group some more..
The two post-promo days has been fun while it lasted. Actually it's quite lame. Learned about love, relationship & SEXXXXX!!!! Sex talk was pretty disturbing though.
I still wished there was a field trip or something. that'd be really cool.

I think blogs are supposed to like a journal or something.. to reflect and pour ur emotions into each post. I'm doing it totally wrong, aren't I? Ah, who gives a shit. it's not graded or anything.
oh yah! I got back gp paper 2.. 25/50.
that was totally unexpected. I really thought i'll fail, no kidding.
but so yeah, I passed. there's still other papers yet to be returned. CAN'T WAIT! not..

Hmm.. Have been thinking whether I should enter Talentime again next year.
I want to but I dun wanna do it alone. I suck at solos cuz I'll be nervous wreck like how I was in the previous audition.
I want to join GROUP!
So who wants to join my group??!!!
Haha.. We can name our group and other cool stuff as a group! It'll be so cool omg!
Haha!
Auditions will be held at my place @ 1pm on this Saturday. Do come!
:)

Byeee!!!
(p.s. please dun come my home on sat)

When you're bored, you sing!

2011-10-05T03:59:00.000-07:00

hi.. i was bored, so i took my mom's phone and to record a video!
yes, i feel so lame now.
it's a short clip of me singing skyscraper. it was random. i even got the lyrics wrong.
since barely anyone reads my blog, I'll post it here.
Dun laugh hor ~~ and i was holding on to cat food while filming lol~
yay!!!
k bye :)

I'M BACK!!!

2011-10-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

My fury friend accompanying me while I study :)

Hi!!! I was really thinking hard whether to blog tonight or not. but decided to hehehe..
As always I have nothing to say. Eh wait, I do!
PROMOS ARE OVER!!!!!!!
for this year lah.. unless I have to take it again #hopefullynotlah
So yeah.. thought u should know that, blog!

Celebrated at Seoul Garden with the lovely girls of 11S16.
It was DAEBAK! Hahah!
I seriously hope all of us pass our exams with flying colours!
(no idea what that's suppose to mean. Is a D flying colour?)
ALL OF US PROMOTE, K? YAY!!!

It's a quarter to 1 and I'm really exhausted from everything today.
But it's ALL GOOD!
2 days break. No idea what I'll do to occupy my time. PW? nah..

Oh yeah, I wanna talk about WGM. If u dun like k-pop, sorry.
The show is srsly damn addicting.
I watched a lil bit of Khuntoria couple but got bored cuz they not really my kind of couple (wah, i got a type seh! couple, not guy some more! Haha!)
YONGSEO AHHHH!!! <3<3<3
I'm rewatching some of the eps to relive the memories of their fake marriage hahah!
K should prolly head to bed. LOVE YOU BYE!
~~~~

ollla!

2011-09-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

omgod!!!... i want this!

hi!!!! Selamat Hari Raya!!!
Can't believe the one week break is coming to an end. Where did the time go?
K so.. this week hasn't been as productive as I intended it to be..
I barely did any studying. that's bad..
I guess that's just a bad habit I can't seem to kick since secondary school. I can't make my holidays productive.

So instead of studying, I watched We Got Married, Melissa & Joey, The Lying Game, Pretty Little Liars (which is coming back only in October! NOOOO!!!) and many other shows.
I think I watched like 30 episodes of WGM..
I'm so sad it's over though :(
Yonghwa & Seohyun were the perfect couple <3
the last episode was pretty sad.. but it wasn't sad enough to make me cry though. nyeh..

k now that I've wasted more time blogging, I'm gonna go now ~
I 'll try to study k ~ One more day left..
Byyyeyyeeyye!!!!

shoes & bags

2011-08-27T00:40:00.001-07:00

I WANT THIS PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!
<3

HI AGAIN!

2011-08-25T22:03:00.000-07:00

Eh hi... it's Friday and there's no school! Weeehooo!!!

& I'm not fasting.. bleagh. i thought can fast alr. turns out, no. don't ask me why ah k.
hari raya is coming! & so is exams.. -_-
kinda sad that Ramadan is ending so soon though.. it feels like ytd that we just started fasting (actually no.. but isn't that what ppl usually say.. hahaha)

Hari Raya will be nice, seeing everyone again.. heheehe
but day 1 will be damn awkward cuz my grandma who lived at my dad's youngest sibling's house, passed away early this year.
So that was our usual gathering spot cuz my dad has tons of siblings.
but now since my grandma is no longer with us, are we still gonna there? the thing is, we're just too used to going there on the first day.
this whole thing is kinda awkward. Since all my grandparents have passed away, where are gonna go? Nobody knows.

Plus, my aunt and her hubby also passed away early this yr.. I'm sure it's gonna be really hard for my mom and my cousins to celebrate hari raya without their loved ones this year..
can't believe i'm tearing up from typing this :'(
A lot has changed since last year.. & is it gonna get better.. nobody knows.
wah. like mystery liddat ah.. hahahaha!

k goodbye everyone. love you. cherish your loved ones before they're gone k :)
<3
Awww... missing these crazy girls (includin' Sak!)
PARAMOST FOREVER!!! :D
k bye!!!!

Bye for now! :D

2011-08-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

Hello. I think I'm gonna stop blogging for a while now. I've got a lot going on with school and stuff and blogger is just another way for me to procrastinate. so yeah. thanks to my 3 blog readers. you guys are awesome! :D

I'm gonna start to try studying every night or at least do my homework before they're due.
I aspire to chage my BCCCD grades to ABCCC. yeah that's my goal for promos.
I need to study hard now. K this is prolly really boring to read.
Haha.. Love you bye! :)

Guess who it is?? Random but I really like this pic. Hahahaha!

These are some MIMI photos :)

This one is my personal favourite! XD

i love sg.. well sorta

2011-08-09T05:38:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Have an awesome one yeah dude! haha.. getting older each day ah.
It's almost 3 and I'm still in bed. hahaha #lazyass
i need to go shower cuz i stink real bad.. later lah k.
ndp celebrations in sch ytd was a bore.. rono won 4th! woohoo!
But I think I got a little too excited when Bikila won.. I don't think anyone could beat them after the performance by their "special guest star" lol.
SHE WAS GOOD! But i couldn't continue watching her cuz of the expression on her face #priceless
GO NEHA!

This got me thinking about ndp '08,where we got to see the fireworks from stage.. omg awesome experience manxz~
I MISS NDP 'O8 & THIS CRAZY COSTUME!
I was really into editing pictures when I was younger.

kayyyy... i dunno what to say. I go shower now! yay!

I loved calling myself Fuzzy Wuzzy! I was so cool... =.=

I love this song a lot! :D

k buhbyeeee!
*this was posted at later at night.....

yellow wellow..

2011-08-07T03:31:00.000-07:00

I was really contemplating whether to blog or not.. but then Nana told me to.. So yea, this is dedicated to you. Hahah.. ;)

Since I don't really know what to blog about, i shall talk about totally random stuff.
Currently, I'm enjoying my mini holiday.. the extended weekend. Heehee..
A lot of friends are passionate on making the holiday a productive one. me? I'm just chillin' :)
Malas lah.. i shouldn't be though. but whatever.

I LOVE THE NEW MCS ROOM !!! <3<3<3Done by JJ photog club ^^

It's like our new lepak room.. it's sucha great improvement from the old, dusty mcs room.
The best part is the aircon. coooool somemore can solat there! Woohoo!
i think one flaw is that the door and window is transparent. people can totally see what we doing inside. now cannot do illegal stuff already :((
On Friday, we carried some stuff from the old mcs room to transfer into the new one.
got malay language scrabble, congkak and some other stuff..
played congkak with hazimah and failed miserably. we totally clueless. Inilah namenya budak melayu Singapura.. congkak pun tak reti main. hahaha
then we played mly scrabble, but since my malay cmi, hazimah gimme chan by playing english. heehe.. but it was a failure also.
k la enough bout mcs room.

yesterday, i met up with bffs to celebrate atiqah's belated 17th!
it was so naise to see them again :)

at jp banquet. after we iftar-ed.we were trying to imitate this pic.. sweet kan?? hahaha

we hung out at Sak's place for a bit and went back to JP to get some stuff. It felt like hari raya going to her house. Hope to see you girls again ~~~ <3

~ k i had to throw the rubbish.. now, i'm back ~

so what was i talking bout? according to my clock, 15 mins to buke! yay but by the time i post this, it's alr buke.. cuz i take forever to finish blogging. too many distractions.
Nana texted me whether wanna watch fireworks.. err.. a bit random eh. hahahaha fireworks so coooool.. seee first k, nana ^^

i've been obsessed with this song by CB.. so sweet la sei..
you know the feeling when u regret telling the person how u feel.. but u can't anymore cuz of certain circumstances? well, I don't. Hahahah i'm so lame.
k la i should prolly help my momma prepare the table
till next time ~~

Love, fuzzy wuzzy <3

lapar lah

2011-08-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

Hello. I'm here on the 2nd floor of th sch library trying to fall asleep. I'm super tired and hungry.
why must sch end at 5???
i really wanna be in my comfy bed right now. oh well..
I wanna eat the chicken mcgrill thing.. buy 1 get 1 free.
this one especially helpful to those budget bfs who wanna treat their gfs to lunch.. lol
kay u shouldnt talk about food.
but i'm srsly damn hungry that even my music cant drown out my growling stomach. haha

so there's gonna be an iftar event in sch next friday. hopefully it'll be success! hope more people can make it though.
hehee.. omg there'll be food!
shhh.. my stomach so noisy.
k i better go back to sleep. still an hr more to gp. bye bye!
#nowplaying set fire to th rain - adele <3<3<3

I can show you the world

2011-07-31T14:58:00.000-07:00

~ I can show you the world ~ I don't wanna see it ~ Okay ~
Hahahaha!

SELAMAT BERPUASA SEMUANYA!!!

2011-07-31T03:18:00.000-07:00

OMG! I love this kitty!

this was him as a small kitty.. he's still this playful only bigger.. hehe... :)

HELLOOOO!!!!!!!!
k tmr's monday.. booo!!!!!
And yeah it's the first day of the fasting month thing.
yay :/ i know i'm supposed to be happy and shit..but honestly I don't know how I feel about this..feeling hungry all day..
If it was last year, I wouldn't be too worried about not eating..
But this year, my appetite has increased a whole lot. dunno why.
i eat like 5 times a day now. lol. So, I'll just have to see how I'll get it through the entire month w/o dying. hahaha..

I'm so glad EOM is finally over and done with.. now have to worry about WR.. Haizz..
Haha.. i seem to constantly talk about PW in this blog.
Hmm.. what else can I say?
Oh yeah I really wanna fulfill my dream of going karaoke this year.
My sister say got this one at bukit timah plaza.
it's $8 per hour for a tiny lil room.. from mon - thurs, 12-6pm.
chey like advertise like that eh? haha..
so yeah should I go? maybe after promos.. hopefully I'll get promoted. #random
k la......
Adios! (Michelle, correct not? Hahahaha)
BYEE!!! :)))

FTW

2011-07-27T08:23:00.000-07:00

I just completed the written report. and i have to say organizing ideas is damn hard.
I HATE PW!!!!
i just realised I've been really behind in sch..
have not been doing tutorials or understanding lectures.
esp physics.. i think like 5 topics have been taught and i'm still so clueless.
I need to get back on track
but not today.
cuz I'm waayyyyy to tired.

it's already 11 and i've not showered. ewwwww...i know, you're grossed out just by reading this.
well, too bad. i'm gonna shower now ok!
thank god there's always music to cheer me up :))

K bye! Hopefully the rest of the week won't be so bad! :))

hi!!!

2011-07-26T21:09:00.000-07:00

I'm here. In the hall. Next to Muchacha. This is fun. I'm blogging. Wooooooo! Okay um, that was Muchacha. This is me.. I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. Gonna let the light shine on me! K yeah this is fuzzy. Now I shall enjoy the racial Harmony presentation thingy. Bye!

nostalgia

2011-07-24T01:10:00.000-07:00

Just woke up from my accidental nap. been sooo tired for these couple of days dunno why.

it's almost evening on Sunday and i've not touched my homework. oh typical me. and now i'm blogging. fazi fazi..*disappointed tone*

Hmm.. what shall i ramble about? Oh tonight's Metamorphosis III. the 3rd metamorphosis concert for BBSS. And I'm not going :(
Kinda sad.. was really looking forward to going to the concert & seeing everyone again.
but yeah, i'm broke so can't go! maybe it's a good thing cuz I've not touched my homework :)

I'm kinda jealous of people getting to perform on metamorphosis.
I miss performing. like seriously. be it in a choir singing the school song or dancing malay-like. Hahahaha..
I know since I'm in Malay dance, i will have to perform on stage again somehow.
But for now i miss being preoccupied with late-night rehearsals, getting all panicky backstage before performing etc. I MISS ALL THAT!
maybe that's the reason i joined Talentime (which was a fail btw) early this year..
but now, the only thing i'm preoccupied with is schoolwork.
Depressing much?
I should prolly quit complaining. i bet they're people out there having it worse than i do.

Nonetheless, i miss bbss and the opportunities i had when i was there. & and i was extremely fortunate to be able to do so much. It took me this long to realise this.
So for those of you still in sec sch, having to stay up late cuz of some shitty full dress rehearsal, enjoy the moment while you can cuz you might never experience it again.
wah i'm speaking as if i'm entering the workforce alr. Hahaha..

k some random stuff downstairs.

NDP '08 with bffs <3bbss choir concert '10 <3
annual awards '10?
jj malay dance syf '11random but miss these girls soooo much! :(((
k ola!!!!! :D

i miss bbss

2011-07-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!!!

bbss loves <3

On this day each year, we would go to sch all dressed up in our awesome traditional costumes..
but there's no such thing here in JJ. what's that's all about huh? :(
what to say next? I'm seriously blanking out. people who blog a lot must be really chatty cuz my mind is blank right now.
Should i talk about sch? yea why not, SINCE IT'S MY LIFE NOW!
sch is honestly sucking the life out of me. i sacrificed a whole night of sleep the other day just to complete my homework, presentation stuff etc. this is no good :(
and the worst part is that it's gonna get even worse!
k enough complaining.. i feel so singaporean.

NDP's coming. presidential election too! no more s.r. nathan huh? I'm really gonna miss seeing his face really high up on the walls :(
i wish i knew more ndp songs. cuz i know none of this years'.. maybe i should come to sch earlier cuz they're basically blasting the songs over the speakers. crazy shit!

it's Friday tomorrow! woohoo! you know the song i'll be jamming to ^^
Oh yeah the new rebecca black song 'My Moment' is seriously stuck in my head. and the sad part is that i only know the first line.. "this is my moment, my moment.." yea that's bout it :)

<3 this cover of who u r by jessie j :)

byee!

Link

2011-07-21T02:55:00.000-07:00

THIS IS MUCHACHA! HAHAHAHA! :)

http://www.michemuchacha.blogspot.com/

hello

2011-07-20T06:55:00.001-07:00

Heyyyyy! after more than a year of not blogging, here i am again.
haha according to the info on the right hand side of my blog, i'm 15 years old! woohoo! i feel so young.
so yah.. it's been a year. i'm in JJC now.. i'm kinda glad i got into this sch cuz i've always seen myself in their p.e. shirts.. i like their p.e. shirts. their uniforms - not so much.
I guess i'm doing ok in sch.. passed all my CTs . thank goodness! but i not so happy w my econs.. but whatever.
i love my classmates. really bonded with the girls :) love all of yooooouuuus <3
love my cca too but we don't meet that often nowadays :(
my dream this year is to go karaoke.. never done that before. singing is fun! even when you sound like a toad.
k what else do i have to say? oh yeah I HATE PW! It's ruining my life.
k that's bout it. seeee yoooouuus.. :D

show

2010-06-11T07:13:00.000-07:00

HI DEAD BLOG!!
holidays just started..but it sucks to know that i can't enjoy it.
i tried catching up on some shows that i've missed.
i watched the season finale of glee..it was sad..
but i guess it was happy ending..
i realised it's not all about winning..
i've also been trying to catch up on the 7.00 show at channel 8..my mom is like obsessed with that show..
sometimes i feel like i'm watching an Indonesian show..with tons of drama..and never ending twists..
The show is super beduper long..that can be irritating..
ok..well..i better get done with my homework..ya..like real..
k bye:)

boringest day ever

2010-05-14T10:20:00.003-07:00

today's friday and it's elearning day!!!
no school..means fun right?..no.
i was so boreddddd.......
there wasn't internet at home..so i couldn't do elearning...luckily the task is to check answers..
i tried watching tv..but i was so used to being entertained by the internet, watching tv was dreadful..
the shows on tv are horrible..i had to watch kiddy shows which was kinda nice i guess..
my bro was sleeping in his room all day..so i had to talk to myself..
then, i went to westmall to return a library bk..and i was so bored, i walked home..
then, i took a bus back to central to atiqah's place to do elearning thing..
i ended up doing nothing..and just hung out there..fazirah fazirah...
got home..and cleaned my room..i can finally see my desk again..i can finally put laptop on my desk..instead of using it on my bed..
just did the laundry at 1am in the morning..
i checked my answers for phy&chem paper 1
i did ok i guess..
chem - 35/40
phy - 32/40 (i was just extremely careless & it's annoying)
hmm..i need to go to sleep now....
bye:)

hey

2010-04-27T03:26:00.000-07:00

my mom just told me about the maid who was in an accident..and i decided to read the article on the internet.
it was about the maid who sacrificed herself to save her employer's baby's life.
so, this stupid driver was driving super duper fast and and so the maid tossed the baby to safety before kena hit by the bus.
i don't know why but it made me cry.
it's amazing what she had done.

oh...had chem spa today.
ughh..dun wanna talk about it...
k bye..:)

cb

2010-04-22T07:00:00.000-07:00

I'm damn fed up now..actually sad..
I cried about it yesterday. for the first time. I don't know why I did.
I guess I never realised how much it affected me until I talked about it.
I know you don't care anymore and I try not to care. but I can't.
I knew this was bound to happen but I didn't know it would happen this early.
It was your choice to _____yourself.
I can't do anything about it. But just pray...
pray that it will change.
i'm sad. and crying.
bye.

eh..today i saw bb..but whatever.

sorry

2010-04-08T04:45:00.001-07:00

since my blog is super dead. i shall post something at least.

i've been so lazy to update these couple of weeks..since i'm always on twitter..hehe..but i dun tweet alot :(
i'm so tired right now..i'm like falling asleep as i'm typing. but i can't. cuz i just gt home and my homework is untouched..
had interview for choir committe thing just now..i felt like a judge in singapore idol or smth like that..it was fun..listening to people "err..rr" their way thru the interview.
but the questions are kinda tough though..so..yah

let's listen to this:)

2010-03-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

HEEEELOO!!
back from camp..one tiring camp..but whatever.
the first thing i did when i got home was put on make up . that is how much i love make-up. psycho.
i like wanna make it my career..but my sister say don't cuz we don't need more than one makeup artist in our family..ya whatever..
I think i wanna own a spa or smth.
Hmm..why am i talking about my my future.
I'm not gonna start about how unhappy i am abt Atiqah keep getting to see Woody...
I'm not unhhappy at atiqah..but the fact that she gets to see hhim..SO MANY TIMES.
thanks atiqah for the headshot btw. appreciate it loads:D
but next time maybe u could take a faceshot. i'll pay u 10cents.

the camp was exhausting as well as kind fun, i guess. Fun cuz i kinda bonded with the sec 1s and 2s..
Usually i don't even have time to talk to any of them.
Exhausting cuz for the most part, we practised like mad. my voice is like 60% gone. i tried have my performing session when i got home..i couldn't even hit some notes that weren't even that high..that dampened my mood cuz i had to lipsync which wasn't cool at all.
i'm proud of the sec4s for being able to complete the don't stop believing within such limited time. And special appreciation to janice, winnie, kuan kuan, jiayu and jermyn for nt sleeping to make the song nicer:D
I don't care what that teacher said..why the fuck are u so negative??
you are like frowning 24/7 amd even as we were doing the song. dun want to hear just get the fuck out lah..org nyanyi pn tk senang.

I miss Glee..it's coming back on in april or smth like that..
i wanna know what to happen after the kiss..da.da.da..
i just adore the songs they cover.
my personal favourite is Smile (charlie chaplin)..i honestly love love love love that song.
i can listen to it all day...and i do.

k la..so long..
bye:)

what title?

2010-03-06T09:11:00.000-08:00

hello there..
i've been converting stuff..and it's kinda cool.
1kg - 2.2lbs (pounds)
1 metre - 3.3 feet
1 mile - 1.6 km
ok..that's all i found out.

hmm..what shall i talk about?
i went to Mustafa Centre just now..went to look for straightening heat protectant spray..it's expensive.
err..i spent the entire doing nothing because the rest of the sec 4s are at johor..so might as well just relax for the entire day.
i found maggots in my room the other day.
It was really2 disgusting. Note to self: Never leave food in ur room..just saying that makes me wanna puke.
i'm watching american idol right now..i've been so behind in the TV world..their performances are not even that good and all of them are getting mean comments.

I found out that i'll be doing a solo in don't stop believing in the choir concert..omgeesh..
i can't breathe..i love the song and all but i can never sing alone..
i'm like the lead in Paramost and i'm super terrified..
When i'm nervous, i think i'm going think about performing with Paramost..cuz that's the only time i feel comfortable..wow..so sappy..

i've been doing push ups and stuff..my arms are so sore right now..
i guess i want some muscle. cuz i feel like my arm will break easily.
i wanna be able to protect myself if someone attacks and wanna rape me or something..
Touch wood, touch plastic..

hmm..busy day tomorrow. Madrasah in the morning, jermyn's house in the afternoon for choir and tuition at night..i've not even washed my clothes. No time lah..
well, ok i wanna go to sleep.
bye:)

updatee

2010-02-22T01:55:00.000-08:00

since sakinah wants me to update, i'm updating.
ok hi! i have nothing to say. hmm..had English and math paper today. English was okay but math is kinda hard a little.
tomorrow is science. i don't feel like studying.
ok lah..bye:)

Woody Rocks!

assalamualaikum

2010-02-11T06:43:00.000-08:00

ok, i'm not done with homework but i wanted to update cuz my blog is kinda dead.
i'm getting lazier to blog. mostly cuz i find it a little pointless to blog cuz the only people who read my blog is probably my bffs.. and they obviously know about the things that happen in my life. get it? yah, so wtv.
i saw bb the other bus in the bus the other day!!!
i've not seen bb for the longest time and so it was nice.
texted atiqah throughout the trip on the bus. excited sgt lah tu...hhehheh..

sitting right at back of the classroom really sucks. i sometimes cannot hear important stuff and it's damn damn hot at the back(no fan, no window). i find myself perspiring alot during lessons. and for the most part, i can't see!! my eyes are like damn lousy and the teacher sometimes write right at the bottom of the whiteboard. Due to humungous heads, i can't see anything.
oh well..k la bye. must do ss lah.

hehhe..tiny font.
i miss you..
kakak aku lah.
dier dah lame tak balik.
dah sewa rumah lah konon..abe dah tak tawu balik langsung.

santau

2010-01-30T07:09:00.000-08:00

i went to watch Santau at Westmall just now..
it was pretty intense..and crazy.
scary at a lot the parts but the sound effects at the beginning was too much.
the movie theatre was filled with malay people..like duh..da cerite melayu..
it was quite funny at some parts..people were laughing at the 'terkejut' parts..
but the climax left me at the edge of my seat.
I don't think i'll be able to sleep tonight..hahah..

i hate going for higher malay these days..
cuz of the homework.
i have a dialog, karangan deskriptif and 2 higher malay papers to complete by monday..
i really don't want to do..i really don't like malay..especially the essays cuz my kosa kata is like super limited.

ok bye!

random

2010-01-24T04:54:00.000-08:00

birthday cakes :)

made by: atiqah's mom

bought by: my mom

made/bought by: 4E1

yay! i'm 16..

well ok..i was watching youtube and ran across this video which pretty much explains what i experienced a few weeks ago.
I asked my sister about it and she said that a jin (devil) had layed (hempap) on me as i had hempap-ed the devil. but in this video, she say it's sleep paralysis..and so, i did research..and i think that's why i experienced..at least i hope so.
it was really really scary..

What is sleep paralysis?

Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. Some people may also feel pressure or a sense of choking. Sleep paralysis may accompany other sleep disorders such as narcolepsy. Narcolepsy is an overpowering need to sleep caused by a problem with the brain's ability to regulate sleep.

i couldnt move or talk . it stopped when i bace doa in my heart..hahah..
hopefully it doesn't ever happen to me agaain..

well, ok bye :)

i would like to thank my lovely bffs for making my birthday the best day ever..
the card is amazing and gorgeous. look at it! isn't it gorgeous?
haha.this is my second tiny font thing;)

2days..

2010-01-19T07:12:00.000-08:00

cute hello kitty guitar

2 days till my 16th bdae..to be exact it's less than 25 hrs..
haha..nc16 movies, here i come!
currently watching leona lewis' x factor performances on youtube..
i've watched them countless times but i can nvr get enough..
she's just amazing..she has a really wide range to her voice..if only i had that :(
career day tomorrow and don't what i'm wearing tomorow..leceh betul lah..
ok..wow this is really short.
i love reading people's blog, really.i read blogs of people i don't even know..it's fun. it's like getting to know the person w/o actually talking to them.
and i've noticed a lot of people writing tiny font at the way bottom of their posts. i wanna try.
bye:)

this is my first "tiny font" thing..yay for tiny fonts!!
just because it's tiny, doesn't mean people can't see it.

waddup doug!

2010-01-16T03:32:00.000-08:00

hello..i have nothing really to say but i wanted to type..
so, why not i type out a post right? yah..so..
i got b3..for my mly 'o' level..if anyone's wondering..ha.
i dun noe how i'm supposed to feel..it's kinda sad that i didn't get distinction i guess..but whatever..i still have english..which i adore..ha.

hmm..i was at the toilet..having my mini concert in there..
and when i came out for a break..i saw my mom in my room going thru my phone!
ugh..it's so annoying..
and as i was scolding her and stuff(what teenagers do), she went thru my files and stuff..
she says she wants to noe whether i'm studying or boyfriend-ing(like that's a word)..
i was like..tkmoh mcm2 lah mak..
now i feel like i have to delete every msg people send me..ha.
hm..what else??
cca showcase was fun i guess..we got to perform..yay..i love performing as u can tell from the concert i had in the toilet..haha..
had another concert outside the general office with bffs while waiting for sakinah..
did tons of encores for russian roulette by rihanna,,hah..
the prefect there liked it when we sang 'replay'..we'll do another performance for u ok? ha..if we can remember ur face..
hmm..i shall go study for geography..
bye:)

i officially have no life

2010-01-12T01:32:00.001-08:00

atiqah was at my house a few hours ago.

and i was bored.
so, i made a make-up video.
haha..i made the make-up look on the spot..anyhow mix colour...
dun laugh at me eh..
but yeah, i officially have no life.
the video is kinda cool but i'll never ever upload it..merepek nk mampos.
but i took pictures.
and yeah, i did only one eye..because i cannot remember what colour i put..haha..
ok..i'm gonna try pink eyeshadow now..bye:)

update

2010-01-10T08:50:00.000-08:00

hello.
i'm at my desk now and spent the last 6 hrs doing my english ispl. and guess what? i'm still not done. haha. 8 comprehensions!!! i'm so tired.
well, i'm addicted to youtube..and i don't just watch "those" videos ok..i watch other videos too.
it's almost 1am..there's school tomorrow..alahai..malas nye..
i dun noe if there's any test tomorrow..if there is one, i'll just study in class - one of the advantages of sitting right at the back of the class..haha.

i entered a contest on the internet..and just found out i can't even use the prize here in spore..stupid.
so hopefully i won't win..cuz mcm bodoh gitu menang bende tapi tk bole pakai..
..mcm bole menang gitu..the chances are super beduper tiny..
well, ok..need to go to bed.
byebye:)

school

2009-12-31T16:47:00.000-08:00

just edited my blog a little bit.
and thought i might as well blog.
it's almost 8.50am now and i'm using the computer..because i'll be going to johor today for a bbq..so i won't have time to use the computer.
so..it 2010! i still can't believe it. as much as i'm worried about my O's that's coming, i'm also excited! cuz i'll finally be out of bbss after this yr..
haha..i'll probably have no idea where to go secondary school.
wow. it's just the beginning of the year, and i'm already talking abt the end.
thinking ahead lah..(:

well, school's opening and i have loads of ispl to do..haha..
and i heard that'll be physics and chem test on the first day of school..
haha,.should i study for the tests or try to complete my ispls when i know very well i won't be able to complete them? i'll probably end up doing neither.
Stop being lazy, fazirah!
haha..it's so cool to scold myself..atiqah does that alot..so i thought i'd try it out.haha..lame.
hm..i have nothing else to say.
so bye:)

furby on top of my window..crazy cat.

hiii!!!

2009-12-24T07:33:00.000-08:00

today is thursday.(curik line org..haha)
just got back from aunt's house. watched Jin Notti for the 2nd time.
it's christmas eve now. in about 15mins, it'll be christmas..yay!
i dunno why i'm happy.
maybe because since it's a public holiday, i won't be alone at home..hahaha.
school's opening soon..
i have a whole lot of ispls yet to be done.
i have 30 journal entries to do..shit.
emm..ok.
had my skirt altered.it's a little short but i'm happy i don't have to fold my skirt anymore. i hated that.
i think i should do my ispls now..i'll do it until 4am and go sleep after that..
macam bole je..
wish me luck.
bye!!!:)

expired pictures

2009-12-14T06:44:00.000-08:00

i've not blogged for some time now..kinda..
i've been really bored at home for these couple of days..
could do homework..but i'm not in the right state of mind to do homework..
i stay at home all day..alone..i feel like killing myself..
i woke up at 3 today..tak sengaje..
the day feels so short when i wake up that late..
i'll try to wake up at 7am tomorrow..which probably means i'll get back to sleep at 1pm..
haha.
i love waking-up-late part of the holidays..the rest is boring...for me, at least.

these are random expired pictures i uploaded from my phone..

me & me cousins
i'm actually the tallest...they cheated with heels..i had flats:(

hari raye..me and atiqah

me & half atiqah

mat-donald-boy

the pose.

:)

me&asyiqin.camp.

i tried chopping me bangs..

ok that's it. bye.

waddup

2009-12-08T08:53:00.000-08:00

tabitha's out..
didn't see that one coming.
i really wanted sezairi to be eliminated.
if he wins, he'll be the 3rd malay guy singapore idol.
i don't understand why they make such a big deal about her being eliminated and the judges were so upset.
i mean, come on lah..dah keluar, blah je lah..
wah..marah nampak marah nampak.
i think she really thought she was goin to win and so she was really sad to be eliminated like that..i guess i can understand that.
now, i'm depending on slyvia..
i seriously want her to win.

ok lah..i need to sleep now.

bye.

hello.

2009-12-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

got back from tuition and guess what?? there wasn't tuition.
it was actually changed to sunday..and i didn't know about it.
waited for about 20mins..until the teacher went out and was like "what are u here for?"
paiseh gile. but i was happy as well..cuz i cannot go for eng tuition anymore cuz i have madr on sunday..
i dreaded eng tuition..so the boring..
first, i have no friend there..so i sit all alone..
and it's english!! how fun can it get??
i really hate english tuition and i think the teacher doesn't like me cuz i like never and i mean NEVER hand in my homework..he gets super annoyed but i never cared..

i'm currently listening to jiwang songs from someone's blog..
they sound like they want to shit..
but i like it..
haha.

had ntuc cip thing on saturday.
it was super boring especially cuz bffs weren't there.
what the hell was i thinking going to 3e1?
i slacked the entire time and just ate and ate the snacks provided.
very unhealthy but what the heck..
there were tons and tons of books and we had to arrange all the books from the bottom put on top..for monday..super tiring..

got back my madr results. can't really remember how i much i got..
my highest score was for arab..48/50..weird..cuz i dun understand a thing..
i got highest for sejarah..41/50..i memorised the dates and stuff..which most of the other students didn't.
the sad thing about my madr is that there is super little people.
yesterday, only 2 people came(includin me)
there are actually 6 people..but only 4 always come.
other 2 just make occassional visits..haha.
pathetic. it's so pathetic that we have to move to another class next yr..with more people..
i dun like the class cuz all of them are way older..and i can no longer secretly listen to music.

i want sezairi to be eliminated next.
he's voice is seriously annoying.
the face also. no offence.
i can't pick who i like more..tabby(the cat) or slyviaa..
i think tabitha pretty but sylvia's voice is style..
hmm..

i'm currently obsessed with "how i met your mother".
watching like about 5 episodes everyday..

wow. this post is long.

these are random pictures..

i can only wish for that much make-up.

every girl's dream.

i just really love this picture:D

byebye.

2009-12-04T07:30:00.000-08:00

i love her :D

bus b..

2009-12-03T10:45:00.000-08:00

had fun with my bro's imac :)

amacam..vogue tak?

jay-z

i changed my skin..cuz i was bored..
it's really plain..but i only realised it after i clicked save template changes..haha..
it's 3 in the morning..and i'm not asleep yet..duh! it's either that or i'm sleep-writing..hahha..joke..i want money..i wish it was hari raya all over again..
I'll get money..and there'd be a reason to doll up..it's fun..
oh well, guess i'd have to wait for next year..

i'm starting to miss taking the bus to school..:(
bffs will get it..haha..

waddupp

2009-11-24T06:52:00.001-08:00

with the rate i'm going, i dun think i'll ever be able to complete my ispls.
i've been slacking at home watching..
hmm..lets see..
glee
big bang theory
season 3 of gossip girl
twilight (never fininsh though...it's quite long i must say)
princess protection program(i expected something something to happen between carter and that guy who likes to take video of her..but it nvr happened)
yes, slacking..
i attempted to do my maths ispl..but just couldn't focus
oh well, that's my update..
i love the holidays.
i hate the homework.

love, fuzzy:)

good morning

2009-11-15T08:59:00.000-08:00

it's 1am in the morning and i'm blogging..
i have to leave for camp tomorrow and i've not packet yet..hhahhah..
been to distracted listening to people sing on youtube..and looking at show choirs..
they look fun but a little bit kental if u were to do it a singapore school
it'd be kinda cool if my school choir were to do songs from queen such as bohemian rhapsody or somebody to love..
they're tough but it'll be fun..
well, i never thought i'd ever say this..but..i miss choir..haha
i miss singing with them..even when we sound horrible..
i miss being on stage and freaking out till the words can't come out.
and how can i ever forget the teachers' day concert performance..it was scary.i didn't even dare to look at the audience..
But, most of all..i miss performing with Paramost..
it's been a long time since we 'paramost'-ed together..the last time, we had to settle for the bus interchange to sing or do some kind of performance..it was fun but the :( part was that there was not any music..
well, i better go to bed now..or i'll never make it to camp..:)

tata!

SCHOOL'S OVER!! not..

2009-11-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

singapore idol
sylvia ratonel
she's one of my favourites..:)

Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

2009-11-11T06:28:00.000-08:00

yay! i'm blogging again..heheh..short one though..
i ate the chicken rice at makan syiok today..
I dun like it..
the taste is like damn strong..and i couldn't stand the taste..
i left almost half of the plate of rice uneaten..
cuz the rice is seriously alot..

it's super weird cuz today i didn't get to spend time with paramost..cuz of chemistry thing..

Bad romance..:)

helllo

2009-11-10T01:10:00.001-08:00

yay! i shall blog today!
had malay 'O' levels today..it was kinda sorta hard in a way(what?!)..my compo's climax is like so horrible..and too fast..cuz i ain't got time to write nice nice:( if i dun get a1 or a2, die liao..
extra lessons have been super boring and such a drag..
when will the holidays really start, man???!!
waking up in the morning is harder as the days go by and i'm coming to school later and later..
the only thing i look forward to is lepak-ing with the one and only paramost after school..
hmm..
wow, i so suck at blogging..
had flag day on saturday..
it was fun and boring..
fun cuz me and paramost got to perform for the people walking past..boring cuz we can't really hang around..
the money we collected is like damn little..but what the hell..it's the thought that counts..
we sat around like the lazy people we are..HAHAHA!!

well, bye bye now! :)

taylor swift..la la la..

Happy Deepavali, everybadehh!!

2009-10-19T01:15:00.000-07:00

yay..i'm bored so lets blog .
lets talk results..well, sort of suckish..
passed all so far..physics dunno yet..but i've got a very strong feeling that i failed..pretty badly..
should i be positive or smth...nah..what's e point??
i shall elaborate more on how i did on my papers..this is sorta also my reflection.
If i have to make a reflection for hhp2 on sa2, i'll only need to copy paste this crap..and make it beautiful.
So let's begin this beautiful reflection.
for english, i got a b4..i did ok for sa2 papers..but my stupid oral pulled me down..
i guess i should learn to talk more..but actually i already talk alot..so hmm..
higher malay..i also got a b4..i failed my stupid compo cuz it was "too short" and just passed my paper 1..my essay was like 2 and 1/2 pages ok..i guess they expect more from higher malay students..wadev. i hate malay . i seriously do.
ok next, maths..i did ok i guess..i got an a2..that's my first A like in a really really long time..
but my classmates' results just makes it hard for me to feel proud..cuz like almost everyone in class did a whole lot better than me..this sucks..this really does.
ok. A maths..c5 .
that's all i'm gonna say.
chemistry, c6
i could've gotten higher..but my classmates had to be so good with their answers that the teacher had to minus people's marks..wth.
geog..i passed..YAY!! first time in a really long time.
i hate geography. i really do. memorizing about stuff that i dun care about is really hard..
hy +ss..b4..after moderation..b3..
i really suck at sbqs..i dun understand them..
ok i guess that's all..wish me luck for physics..

i watched "the proposal" yesterday. it was funny.
but the ending kinda expected..
k bye:)

waddupp??!!

2009-10-10T04:24:00.000-07:00

I'm BACK!
exams are OVER!! no, not really..
there's still physics paper 1..boo!!!
it's been so long since i blogged..and it's not cuz i've not been using the computer..i'm just too lazy to sign in to blogger and actually blog...
i dunnoe wat to blog about anyway .
i'm playing mafia wars at facebook now..just learning how to play..quite fun actually..i'm at level 6 now..
i think i did pretty badly for my papers..
haiyya..
i can't stop thinking about how i messed up my phy spa..really HANCUR!!
now i have chem spa to worry about..ughh..
i'm really addicted to listening to this dude...
he's really amazing..and has over 10 thousand subscribers..
he's a true entertainer..
http://www.youtube.com/user/hitmanbreakeroftheye#p/u
he reminds me of someone i know..hahahaha

ok lah..bye!!!:)

ahhhhh!!!!!!

2009-09-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

my dear fuby :)

i wish..

2009-09-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

today's 16 ramadan..which means two more weeks of fasting..stay strong, fazirah..haha
went back to keming on teachers' day..
disappointed cuz most my friends weren't there..since my school is one of the very few schools that have half day.
furthermore, my teacher didn't even remember my name even after i got her a $3 flower...i know i should've saved it for something way more important .

went out with the gurlz yesterday .we went to jp to buke puase.
i seriously miss those times when we had meals there..after we visited Paramost's home(the library)..
never had those conversations for a really really long time .
then..minutes b4 we were able to eat, we saw ridzwan(nt sure about the spelling).
he was aimlessly looking for seats for him and his ehem..ehem..i shan't say too much..

after eating, we hung around..and i bused home with atiqah..
we talked and talked talked..u noe lah, about what and who..i shan't say too much..
atiqah's secret may be kinda out..but mine..is still a secret..hahahahhhahhaha...

one and a half hours till buke..i'm really really really hungry..my stomach painful like crazy..but it's probably cuz i'm laying down on my stomach.
err..i have no idea wat else to do..
bye-bye:)

waow

2009-08-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

like my new skin?

changing skin can be so tiring..

finally..

2009-08-21T06:43:00.002-07:00

i've finally sat down to blog after so many weeks..or months?? well, actually i'm lying down..but u noe wak amin..
school has been so tiring and cannot get any boring-er..
common tests are finally over..
nt that satisfied with how i did for the papers..even tho i haven't even get my results yet.
i messed up my english..totally wrong..so probably get very low mark..
maths get back alr..not the satisfied cuz the mistakes i made were like so stupid.
humanities..dun noe lah..ss was tough..wrote crapp..even tried to create own story..
science is like..well, not so bad..people keep saying chem was tough..if ppl say tough, i'd most probaly fail lah..

fasting month starts tomorrow..excited for dunno wat reason..
no more food..:(
sorry for not linking or relinking,friends!
i'll do after this ok :)

ok this are some random old photos..(class sleeping)

ok bye:D

tagged..

2009-08-01T01:45:00.000-07:00

i was tagged at facebook and i dun noe how that thing works..so i'm just doing it here..since i'm bored. They're actually 50 qns but i'll only answer 30.

01. Who was your last text from?
my mother

02. Where was your default picture taken?
school toilet (facebook)

03. Your relationship status?
single

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
errm..no not really..

05. What is your current mood?
depressed

06. How many siblings do you have?
2

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
on my bed

09. Have a crazy side?
when i'm happy..yes!

10. Ever had a near death experience?
nope

11. Something you do a lot?
sleep in class

12.Angry at anyone now?
a little bit

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
dunno,

14. When was the last time you cried?
just now...was watching a sad show

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
emm... not sure..

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
how the hell i'm gonna be able to wake up early the next day

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my father

18. What is your favorite song?
currently..catch me..atiqah and asyiqin loves it too:)

19. What are you doing right now?
wasting time..trying not to do homewrok

20. Who do you trust right now?
1 thing i learned..you cannot trust anyone..
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
thailand exchange programme..get freee.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
nope.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
shi hui

24. Describe your life in one word?
boring

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
no one.

26. What should you be doing right now?
sleeping..cuz i'm tired.

27. What are you listening to?
my typing

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
asyiqin..we did the H1N1 hug..social distancing is very impt.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
emm..can't quite remember..

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
dunno,

ok, so long suckers!! :)

2009-07-28T06:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!
it's been really long since i've been here. atiqah ask me to post one..I seriously dunno what to say lah..
school boring like crazy!!! slept in class a few times..mate tak leh tahan lah.
had paramost the other day..it was fun lah..but not one of our best performances...it was great to reunite as a rock band again..
me and atiqah have to seriously stop talking about ***** & b**b** .since we've been unseparable, asyik bobal psl dorang je..haii..z
i'll be having 3 tests on Friday..which means 1 period je dun have test since there's only 4 periods on friday. so not looking forward to that lah man!
i have yet to bayar my hutang puase..1 day je..haha..how lucky am I .

Sakinah, sorry lah if i have hurt your feelings. I honestly didn't mean to do whatever i did. Jangan marah2 lagi lah ok. kite friends, tk usah marah2 dong..chey mcm org indon plak..
ok lah..i have to complete my maths homework b4 i go sleep. bye:)

i love my paramost :)

i had a dream last night

2009-06-18T21:49:00.000-07:00

Replaced

this is nice and weird. it's probably gonna be removed soon because i dunno why.
i seriously have nothing to say.
these past few weeks has not been eventful at all.
all i do at home is watch tv all day...at home...all alone.
see, i dun get it..my mom doesn't like me going out and expects me to stay at home alone for days and days...if she only knew it feels like.
she doesn't want me going out but heck...like i ever listen to her...hah.
a very smart tactic is to just go out no matter what...and u get home like really late, just let her nag all she want...cuz nevertheless, u went out already..she can't change that...it's not really much of a tactic really. my sister taught me this. but now she doesn't really need to use it anymore since she's sorta old already. well, what shall i talk about next?
asyiqin has a blog...yay.
since i have nothing else to say, enjoy these pictures of a drunk driver's car in a coffee shop.

bye :)

homework

2009-06-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

i'm at home. alone.

holidays just started. this june holiday i think will really suck.
they're tons of things to do.
my neighbours are making music at the corridor. they're singing some jiwang song.
i'm not sure what the titles of the songs are but they're pretty nice. As for their voices, it's like listening to someone who trying to shit and sing at the same time. yah..eww...
oh well, i'm going to thailand on the 20th. Excited but at the same time..worried...about the virus..and how the hell i'm gonna be able to complete my homework b4 school reopens.
watched the match between Barcelona and Man u yesterday..yeah..i honestly think man u has lost their touch. no offense..but i think Cristiano Ronaldo really hot. that's all.
i really need to start on my homework.
k bye :)

po po po poker face...

2009-05-16T02:57:00.000-07:00

Poker Face (Acoustic Live)

Exams are over! thank god..
went out with BFFs on thursday..
it was quite interesting
i hate that my shirt had "patterns" on it..
really wanted to go to west coast park but sakinah insisted on going to a MALL
see, i've never liked malls.they give me headaches..i do not like crowds..and shops..
after realizing that the new clementi mall is damn small, we went to IMM...and saw xin en and the gang..why?!!
went to eat and of course, i didn't have money and had to eat other people food..yah..pathetic, i know..
found out that suhaimi got 100% for how well do you know sakinah quiz..*winks..
it wasn't much of a surprise .
atiqah got her crush's number and is elated :)
then went home with atiqah .
i lost count how many guys wanted her number..too many...well, that's what u get when u go out with atiqah..but her heart is already taken by ______ .

i'm thinking of questions to ask for "how well do you know me" quiz..
thinking of proper questions, not like some people's quiz..so stupid..made me fail so badly..
if mr quek were to make a quiz, i'd sure fail cuz his questions would be super tricky..
so far i only didn't fail sakinah's and qingshu's quiz..and i dun even know qingshu that well..
i'm so bored right now..have no idea how to do elearning since my printer got no ink..
well, gtg..
bye:)

boring..

2009-05-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

hi
the past week has nt been that eventful..exams only...
almost all the papers i never finish.,,
i'm super bored at home..there's really nothing to do except for watching tv and eating(which i'm doing quite alot) even though it's exam period.
there's no one else at home.
took physics paper 1 (mcq) today and received the the answer sheet right after..
i gt at least 22/40. what?! i passed . that's a first.
but i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail paper 2. cuz well, there's tons of questions i dun even understand.
this year's sa1 is oh so different from last year's
it's like if u study for like days or even memorise the textbk, you'll still fail.
i din study even study that much..cuz no time..so i'm obviously going to fail..badly :(
going to bukit panjang govt high on monday to take back my higher mly paper,,that day is also e-learning day..urgh..
i dun think i'll do well for higher mother tongue this yr...as if i ever did do well..haha.

wow, i din realise i have been super negative with this post. that's so nt me
so , i shall end this post on a happy note
I WILL PASS MY SA1 WITH FLYING COLOURS!!!
or maybe just wun fail all..hehehh..:)
k bye

pure talent

2009-04-28T04:04:00.000-07:00

i don't understand why they always have to play a high school musical song at the background whenever the contestant is young..

exams are coming...not started on reavision yet...
higher mother tongue is over ! thank god..
well, yeah..bye :)

uggh..

2009-04-18T22:48:00.000-07:00

I've got three tests tomorrow..haii..if not, more..
maths log test
ss+hy test
higher mly test (have to memorise the sttupid peribahase)
nt looking forward to tomorrow.
i'm starting to hate school.
i miss having more time having concerts in my room and meeting my "fans".
failed another physics test..haii..i really suck at physics..oh well..
k . bye :)

I'm so confused..being fifteen is harder than i thought..

nobody but chu..

2009-04-03T06:18:00.000-07:00

can't stop dancing and singing to this.
still trying very hard to master the dance though...
it's quite complicated.

school this week was a sleepy one..
my eye bags are all coming out now.
i have no idea why i'm so sleepy these few days.
hmm..
i really need to take a 1-day mc to sleep..i wonder if they allow that..
left my handphone in the dance studio and realised only when i boarded..
so asked atiqah to check for me..cuz since she has malay dance.
luckily i remembered her number..but she always never answer..
so i called her again, again, again,again, again.
(deep breath)
and again..
sorry if annoyed u or smth..i was just really really worried..
now it's with mdm poniah...a.k.a kak pon..hahah...
luckily nobody stole my hp like the last time.
well, ok.
bye :)

darkness

2009-03-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

my house is in complete darkness...cuz it's earth hour!!!
yes, i do make the effort and i do hope many will .
earth hour is about to end. but it's not too late to start. u can do it anytime, really.
besides, it's a perfect excuse to skip homework...like hellooo...i can't see...!
i really don't understand how some people can be so ignorant about the situation we are facing now..
i mean if you're nt aware abt earth hour, it's ok..
but if you know about it, you dun have say u can't be bothered! it's like saying i can't be bothered about the reason you're alive right now...you can't be bothered about the fact that people in the future may die cuz of your ignorance...
one even said that "it's only one hour, what difference could it make?" like hellooo...changes can only be made if we start somewhere.
(btw, people really said that, in the new paper..)
i know i suddenly sound like a environmental person..but this situation is very serious!
our ozone layer is depleting..and it's for real!
so stop switching on ur aircon cuz "it's a little hot"...
and switch off lights when u're not in the room. do something!
god, please...

k, enough environment talk.
just watched marley and me..and i gotta say...it's very sad..
people should really watch it..and have tissue on standby..hhaha...
it's about this dog who died in the end...
the movie sends a really good message to people..
there are many abandoned dogs/cats around the world...and they're just gonna keep increasing...
we have to do something to protect these poor animals..
pets are not just stuffed animals you abandon once you get tired of it.
they're more than that. treasure them. love them.
dun adopt a pet if you dun think u can be commited in the first place..

i've suddenly become a good person..haha..
but these are the things that truly matter to me.
k, enjoy ur weekend! :)
bye.

hey hey hey

2009-03-16T22:50:00.001-07:00

went to an IT show at Suntec City on Sunday...and man, it was damn packed. the whole building was filled with people...even had to queue up to go up the escalator. it's worse that jurong point. hahahha...
but at the end of the trip, got me self a laptop. yayyahh! ahhaah
i'm using it right now. haha...not been doing homework..just been watching "Friends" dvds. and watching movies online. ya..i love rotting at home.
i'm so bored right now...i dun want to do homework cuz it requires me to think and that hurts my brain.
too bad i can't use msn because of duunno what reason lah...makes me even boreder..
and my brother's singing next door is making my ears hurt so bad...stop singing lah!
haiyah...what shall i do?? bathe maybe? yahh..haven't done that yet...
Furby is sleeping like nobody's business...she likes to sleep..ALOT..now i know what she usually does when everybody's out...sleep all day...she's really fat too...becoming more like my brother...

i'm really jealous that atiqah got to go to Batam again...
how i wish i could go on a holiday...
i'm really bored at home...
i need to get out of s'pore..can't stand it anymore..
hope u had an amazing time there, atiqah..
not like me...all alone..in my bedroom...in front of the comp...talking to myself...
i'm not crying..

oh well, bye

oh yah! Paramost, i wanna go out wif u guys...i'm so borereredd!!! i think that's the millionth time i've said that...i dun want to JP please please please...

oh well again, bye again (:

results, results.

2009-03-14T01:02:00.000-07:00

this week, i received my progress report card and american idol results(choir auditions results).
i failed both my sciences. expected liao lah...so just a little sad. the rest ok lah.
choir auditions was really like american auditions lah..i felt like i was really in the show.
we waited outside for about an hour for simon, paula and randy(the conductor and sec 4s) to discuss about our performances
it's a little stupid actually, even my brother says so.
All of us deserve to perform on syf, whatever the results is in the end. all of us worked equally hard for this.
if some of us can't sing, we are still a choir and one choir. why should we eliminate others just because they are not up that standard? selfish much?
but what can we do? this is the world we live in.
and i'm speaking for the people who failed...and the reserves.
and btw, i'm a reserve...sorta like Sharpay in high school musical. and asyiqin is gabriella(sorry asyiqin, u had to be her).
congrats asyiqin for passing. dun feel intimidated just because you're the only sec 3 in altos who passed. they obvioulsy chose u for a reason..cuz you're good.
so be confident, cuz this is your chance. show them what you've got..and u better get bbss a silver or a gold. no pressure. haha..
oh well, bye:)

crappy sec 3 life

2009-03-08T03:22:00.000-07:00

school week has been urgh...nnoying! Oh well, my parents are finally talking again. Finally! now i dun have to share my bed with my mother. Home has been a bore for the past couple of days. There's no one there for me to complain how crappy sec 3 life is..no one there to complain abt my quek. No one there to talk abt my BFFs relationship issues...and gossiping abt this girl in school...All i do at home is talk to myself while watching iritz dramas and do homework which never gets completed..
Eh! but today, I've completed almost all my homework and it's nt even 10pm yet. That's a first! I've even cleaned my room! wow! and it was VERY dusty, let me tell u.

the smiling tissues. i was sick.

the stars of the new season of "Lost"

e3/e4

birthday card. by asyiqin. thank u :)

And Sak, dun be angry with him anymore. He's not worth ur anger (i noe that didn't make sense). He made a bad choice. It's his loss.
Move on...go for someone worth ur time.
I'm ur fairy godmother..trust me..I know what i'm saying.
Stop brooding over that stupid person.

k then..bye:)

slumdog millionarre

2009-02-27T05:54:00.000-08:00

Since i failed my physics ct...badly, i decided to treat myself by watching the movie. Actually, my mom bought the vcd like a month ago or smth...but never really cared, cuz that time i didn't really know how big the movie really was. by the cover, i thought it was just another pointless bollywood movie (no offence to bollywood), filled with upbeat and lame songs. but i was wrong...duh..
First of all, overall, the movie is really sweet and romantic. It's very real, not like high school musical...(no offence to high school musical). You'll really get a real insight of the lives of the people living in the slums. My gosh, it was horrible. It was very beautifully written.. and smart in a way...
How it was his "destiny" to be with her...aww...
but hor..i a little not happy because ah...he's Muslim then he go kiss the girl...on the lips..
haiyah...where can? dosa tuu!
the movie won 8 oscars i think...wahh...give me one lah.

Oh well, i did really badly for my ct so far. Well, that's life. Like my father say, just do your best. if your best is nt the best, then whatever. lame eh..haha
there's like a group of melayu guys singing jiwang songs, playing guitar downstairs.
Sumbang sekali, kalau tk lei nyanyi, nyanyi kt rumah sahaje lah..tk usah sakitkan telinga org lain. (no offence)..

oh well, i like saying oh well.. and oh well, i got to sleep..
bye:)

common tests so common.

2009-02-21T01:49:00.000-08:00

helllo:D

poor Rihanna
swollen nose, oversized lips :(
Chris Brown must die!!! mUahahHa!!

those were the days

those were the pizzas...and ME!

common tests start on monday.
haii..why must so early one?
i haven't studied for anything yet...hahaha
SA1 den study...common test the questions must be very common one mah...so not hard. haha
hmm...
i'm not confident in passing all my subjects cuz i'm usually very lost almost all my classes
i only act i know what the teacher is saying.
while actually i have no clue.
cuz practically everyone in my class knows what the cher's saying.
honestly, i do not know how to study.
it's easy to say, but never easy to do.
i usually study and learn nothing in the end.
:D

malay

2009-02-18T05:26:00.000-08:00

since my higher mother tongue teacher says that i really have to really improve on my malay. (with her squeaky and annoying voice) , i shall post this in malay. and...ade kene mengene seorang budak cine dalam kelas aku. kalau dier faham kan, mampos kang! harap2 dier tkde kwn melayu la eh. Kalau ade pon, watever la!

Ok. this is an example of how NOT to write in malay.
Gua sudah fed up sama prangai dier sak!
Sejak aku first time jumper dier, aku da tk suke dier.
cket2 je complain. tu tk betol la, ni tk betol la. pk kau perfect nah ke pe!
tapi gua diamkan je...well, i'm nice u see.
tapi biler kau nk marah2 org tk tentu psl, that's when i dun turn out nice u see.
aku benar2 rasa aku telah landing dlm salah kelas.
ku sentiasa bersendirian
most probably cuz i can never feel comfortable around anyone dalam kelasku.
cket2 je jeling2.
aku benar2 rindukan 2e4.
kadangkala, ku ternangis terfikirkan nasibku ini.
bukan semua dalam kelasku teruk.
ade jugak yg make me feel welcomed, thank u.
NK TUKAR KELAS!!!
tadi aku gadoh sama bdk cine tu.
Paramost bersetuju bahawa she's merepek even though they only met her once.
aku mcm nk tumbok2 je muke dier tapi malangnya, ku tk pakar biken gitu2 nye bende.
sape2 nk tlg, silakan :D
the mounting pressure from schoolwork plus masalahku ini is really giving me a headache.
i wish paramost was in one class once again.
that way, when i burp, people won't jeling at me. bitch.

well, i really nd a break.

atiqah, ur welcome. it was my pleasure.

bye:D

new blog skin

2009-02-13T22:40:00.000-08:00

my blog created problems again :(
everything was gone...haii
i think my blog gt kena virus .
i was fed up.
but like i said before, life has to go on.
so i did. and tried my best to find a decent blog skin and this is the best i could get.
it took me 3 hrs to fix it.
very the irritating.
i thought of deleting my blog but i figured that is was too wasted.
please mind the crap i wrote on my tagbox. i was testing it.

today is Valentines' Day!
err...not so happening.
i would like to thank my paramost for the sweet mgs and khadijah, if u're reading this.
really sorry for not sending them back to u.
cuz my pp8 very the limited money.
yesterday, at school gt song dedication thing.
and they played paramost's hit, "Misery Business"
we rocked out like nobody's business.
get it? "we rocked out to misery business like nobody's business"
ahahahaha..
everyone around us was like what's wrong with these ppl.
i cannot believe they din recognize us..like, hello. we're Paramost. i think they dun really listen to music that much.
i lost my spectacles..AGAIN..:(
haii, haven't told my parents yet
this would be like the billionth time i lost it (that's 1000000000)
my parents are gonna kill me.

and btw, i got 10/15 for my geog test. (pheww!)

k. bye. i really nd to get of the computer.

my life would suck without you

2009-02-08T00:02:00.000-08:00

my primary 5 class..ya...i was short. (beside cher)
i do kinda miss them..

i really have no idea what to do for my maths project.
waiting for inspiration. it's taking way too long.
k.
my first a maths test-2/20..i know ):
but the second-10/10..i know :)
emaths-19/30 (i passed, pheww!)
social studies-21/24
my geog test-die liao!
i really don't like geog..and now i'm taking pure geog. what's wrong with me?
i'm learning abt volcanoes and those other shit.
now, i really feel like i should've taken triple science instead. at least it'll be a little more interesting. too bad, my sciences not that good.
haiyah...
too late to have regrets now.
i really would like to a one week break. cuz i'm exhausted.

missing

2009-01-30T00:27:00.001-08:00

k, the reason as to why my skin is gone and replaced with a very simple one, my links are gone, my tag box is empty and is just really not done is because i accidentally did something that caused my template to disappear...so, all gone. I was pretty fed up. but life has to go on.

and that is why i have this brown colour skin. Received my first tag by 3e1 the blog. it looks pretty well done...must've taken a long time to do. but i still prefer 2e4 '08...hopefully the "got a lot of time" people would like to help me make my blog a little nicer.

i'll slowly link people ok...

bye.

i dun hate u.
how could i?

what?

2009-01-23T03:00:00.000-08:00

I wouldn't have gone if i knew i'll be back so late.
I wouldn't have joined if i knew i'd been treated this way.

What did i do to deserve this?

i'm tired of pretending it doesn't hurt cause it does.
Well, but what can i do?
if only you'd tell me...

school and hp

2009-01-18T01:45:00.000-08:00

my father just gave me his old hp after he bought a new one...not sure wat brand but it's expensive. i think this is the 2nd time he is passing down his phone to me...ya...just leave the second hand to me. I'm not complaining though. at least it has a camera phone...i'm still not used to the fact that i have a camera phone. my (past)phones has always been the kinds the army ppl have one..

So far, school is okay. Just that the food is really expensive and my allowance is still the same. And moving around and going up very high storeys after every lesson is very tiring. syf trainings have been really torturing also...next wk gt audition some more..haha..like american idol liddat...but this one tougher..

And Atiqah, dun be upset abt the $50 anymore alright. maybe ni mmg petunjuk (chey..mcm ustazah)..petunjuk not to mintak interests. hopefully you'll get back ur $50 in one way or another
:D

this is funny...best rest assured, it isn't true.

bye:D

3e creativity

2008-12-26T07:36:00.000-08:00

Just checked out the timetable for class for next yr..and i'm in 3E Creativity??? What's up with that?? what is bbss trying to do,man?
my form teachers are mr danny cha and miss melissa lim...have no idea who the hell they are..
but if i'm not wrong ms lim taught 2e3 maths last yr..wait..i mean this yr..
well,been trying to download that stupid maths software to complete ms Ng's hw but i dunno how to..
SO not looking forward to going back to school..
i'll sure miss rotting at home and waking up just in time to watch the rachel ray show and see her cook..

Went to some place in malaysia on Christmas with parents..they force me one..
they think i'll be bored staying at home..ya right..i have tv OK..
I'm currently obsessed with The Little Nyonya..been cursing and screaming in front of the tv these few days..fortunately my family are kinda used to it already.
I bet THIS FASHION has been sponsoring their clothes for the show.(only Paramost would understand) :D

Hmm..new year's coming soon..so i would like to take this opportunity to wish the people who are reading my blog which is not alot..but i dun care..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

. bye .

Paramost never stops

2008-12-17T00:18:00.000-08:00

Paramost posing with a fan..after our concert..
The fan so nervous until cannot smile properly.teehee..
Thank you for ur support!

i got 2nd for madrasah exams..yay!
Last time my class got like almost 18 people and now, one by one, they left..
And now only got 7 people. aiyoyo...
I got no. 1 before and i was like primary 4 or something..
and there was like a small prize giving ceremony...and my picture was taken..
they put the picture on the wall..to like make the parents think that they are very generous people as if they give prizes every yr..padehal that was the one and only prize giving ceremony ever..haha
Now, my face in the picture kena poked all over with pins..there are holes all over my face...it's sad to have to walk pass every week and see ur face being tortured like that...
it has taught me a very valuable lesson though..NEVER BE NUMBER ONE..second is fine.

Went to school for choir yesterday..it started at nine..and i woke up at nine.
It was like nver going to end...dreadful i tell you..
Then met up with Paramost to visit the mall nearby our home..JP! (our home is the boon lay library btw..just haven't really become a house yet.)
See, Paramost has alot in common with Miley in Hannah Montana..
We go to school in the morning like normal teenagers..with normal friends..
But at night, we rock out on stage! yeah!
We are thinking about recording our own version of "Best of Both Worlds"..yay!
K that's all for now..
need to watch ellen show..
byebye:)

you take me the way i am..

2008-12-12T08:09:00.000-08:00

Feel oh so giddy listening to this. :)

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

*Not looking forward to the weekend cuz parents are at home...means no waking up at 2pm :(

the school is big

2008-12-10T06:29:00.000-08:00

Not been blogging for a long time now. Well, i've been really busy..busy sleeping . My weekend was the most tiring ever...well..not really. Monday was Hari Raya Haji..had to wake up really early to go see sheep or lambs(which ever's the correct one) being sacrificed..It was my first time looking at it close up and personal..(maybe not so personal la). It wasn't as gruelling as i imagined it to be..It was a little sad but after i saw so many being slaughtered already, the "sadness" goes away...I've heard that the poor thing part is when the sheep/lamb are hung and are skinned and their bodies are being cut..some of them not even dead yet . I didn't go see that one cuz it was quite far from the shelter and it was raining heavily. I dun think i would even want to see it.

I've gone to school (newly-built). The school was kinda big, compared to the one at toh tuck..duh! I bet it's gonna be really tiring travelling around the school this time...aiyo..Bought books already and wAh!so many and THICK some more..Die already la.

k..Tata!

sick

2008-11-26T01:04:00.000-08:00

Missing them a whole lot :)

I've been sleeping at 3am and waking up at 2pm for the past couple of weeks. Weird eh? It's not like I set alarm or I've been having late nights but it's always like that. And I'm sick..first, came sore throat,then cough, and now flu. Atiqah's germs from Bukit Batok central must have spread to my house. Thank you, Atiqah. I guess it's season. I've also been listening to people (who are trying to be famous) sing on youtube. Eveyone's doing it now and it's starting to get annoying. Hate it when people praise singers who are just pretty/handsome when their voice are obviously "sumbang" (horrible). Depend on looks only..what for?

And I found out that Asyiqin's grandmother has passed away. Hope that her family and herself are doing okay :)
Ok. Btw, it's very hard to have my concerts when I'm sick.
And my bedroom is finally clean and I did it all by myself. YAY.
Vacuumed and sneezed. Lucky I'm not allergic :)
K. Bye.

if i were a boy

2008-11-20T09:10:00.000-08:00

i love this song by Beyonce and I loved it even more when Lisa Lavie sang it :)

facebook

2008-11-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

I was bored and alone...

I just created a Facebook account cuz I was bored. It's pretty cool actually compared to Friendster...hahaha...There, you can like review stuff, know about events and all that other stuff...But too bad there's not too many people i know there. A lot of primary school friends have accounts there.

Earlier, I was browsing through this website. The clothes there are kinda nice. Even though some very "not my age would wear one", some are wearable and nice. If only i had the money to shop like that. Going out with parents also won't get to buy clothes one. Sometimes, I feel like my parents use the fact that my sister kinda has lots of clothes that fit me as an excuse not to buy me clothes. I still remember last time my sister and I had a big fight and didn't talk for months because got was sick and tired of me wearing her clothes. Thank you, Mom, for not buying me clothes. But now we don't fight so much cuz she's rarely home. I don't want to say that's a good thing but whatever lah..
I do hope she gets married soon and move out so that I can talk to myself in my bedroom without worrying she'll suddenly come home and open the door. Very embarrassing.

Oh well, byebye:)

2 months till fifteenth birthday..I'm old

2008-11-18T00:01:00.000-08:00

I've been doing nothing at home except having my own concerts in my bedroom for the past few days. It's really fun, even alone..My madrasah exams are finally over..thank god! I just downloaded Taylor Swift's album, Fearless, and I've been listening to that song non-stop. I've been syiok-sendiri-ing with that song for 2 days now. Yesterday, I went to Botanical Gardens with aunt and cousin. And that place is huge. We fed the fishes there with cheap bread. They were really big and a bird, a swan i think was so hungry that it was biting the bridge it was under. Pathetic. But the best part came when we ate at Swensens AGAIN. hehe..da tk lei stop. My father recently bought a brand new digital camera..org da dpt CPF gitulah. My sister too just bought a $900 camera...crazy..And cannot even give me $2. As for me, I still have my camera-less hp. I've been treating it like shit these few days. for eg, it "accidentally" fell down the stairs when I wanted to take out my wallet out of my pocket. I really can't wait to turn fifteen & get my IC and work! yay! I have to admit, life is quite boring when you're not able to capture special moments..chey..
I don't really have much to say.
So, Adios!

Fearless - Taylor Swift

3E1 '09

2008-11-09T23:24:00.000-08:00

Just found out i'll be 3E1 next yr. Mixed feelings about that class. I got my first choice which was not really my choice. My mother is happy but I'm not so crazy about it. I was hoping i din get the 8 subjects but I did. I could appeal but what's the point? Just have to work super duper hard la. I'm gonna miss 2E4 and esp Paramost so much! 3e1 almost like no one frm 2e4 seh..But got Helmi..Muahahahahaha! i have no idea why i just laughed like that.

Yesterday, watched A Walk to Remember for the 2nd time..And I cried AGAIN :( It's just so sweet. Watching the movie just made me want to know how true love would feel like. It has got to be best thing in the whole world. But I'm still young, what do i know?

Love alone is capable of uniting living beings in such a way as to complete and fulfill them, for it alone takes them and joins them by what is deepest in themselves.
by Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

k bye(:

how six songs collide

2008-11-08T21:24:00.000-08:00

loving this(:

Check out the lyrics here.
k byee:D

hsm 3

2008-11-08T21:23:00.001-08:00

I'm getting annoyed by Troy and Gabriella! Stop it ekh...must act so lovey-dovey in front of their friends meh. Gabriella da la kuat meraj0k..hsm1 majok abeh nyanyi "When there was me n u", then hsm2 nyanyi gotta go my own way. But at last kawan2 diier jugak yg kene pujok diier..pk kau byk besar ke pe. troy dah la act mcm diier hansem & cool sgt...gabriella pulak act cute...ketawe mcm budak2 kecik. i dun like the hsm 3 storyline. So boring..And there's waaayy to much singing.

My version.

This would be more nice.
Gabriella start to fail her Maths...really badly. And for her SA2 she got F9..
She has been so busy sms-ing Troy until she slack like hell.
Her mother very angry la and confiscated her hp. Then she sang...And sing a sad song titled "I gotta use msn..it's the only way."
Sharpay on the other hand...since she didn't get the role in hsm1 and studied very hard and she got A1 for all her subjects.
Then, the school want to make a spring musical. Evryone wants Gab and Troy to play the lead..duhh...
But Gab has to pass her Maths to pull up her grades to be allowed to perform..
Troy is very upset...and goes to an empty area and sings alone while dancing in a weird manner.
Sharpay realised how bad of a person she has been and decided to tutor Gabriella. But Gabriella action..she say if Sharpay tutor her...she'll get G10 for sure. Troy overheard their coversation and saw her true colours. Troy angry with Gab..Sharpay and Troy then decided to do the musical together. And they fell deeply in love as they perform "Everymorning"..And they kiss.
Aww...sweet hor..
k. bye:D

love story

2008-11-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

We were both young when i first i saw you..(:

swensens

2008-11-02T07:38:00.000-08:00

poor thing, eh ?

Today my sister treat my mom and i eat at Swensens(westmall). first time eat there la. very the jakon:D the mac & cheese is delish! Then outside got Watsons i think got last day sale. got perfume, valentine thing, buffer all sold at only 50cents. Ape lagi...i buy the perfume la...quite nice smell leh..
Just now i had my madrasah exam...got two papers but only studied for one..tu lah...nk tgk Mean Girls sgt kn...School finish still nd to study .During the exam, ppl talk2 the teacher also never scold. Even if can talk, my classmates all action, dun wan tell answer..hmmph..
That day, watched Power Rangers and it reminded me of my BFFs...): I'm Yellow ranger!
I'm so bored.
:D
Byeybybye laaa....

fuck you

2008-10-28T06:09:00.001-07:00

Someone in my house has stolen all my Hari Raya money which is ALL my money. I have feeling I know who it is...but i have no proof. argh! It just makes sense that you're the one who'd steal money since u really really really need it badly. With this habit of just stealing when you're broke won't let u go far. Fuck you. Oh well, this is just an accusation. Maybe i misplaced the money...but i specifically remembered where i placed the money the last time i checked it and now it's mysteriously gone???? Now, i confirm cannot go ETP...And i hope u'll get what u deserve for stealing my money...

And again...Fuck you!

Bye:D

Hot N Cold - Katy Perry

2008-10-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

The starting is cute :D

farewell dear friends

2008-10-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

I'll really miss you, 2E4...

And i may have kinda accidentally misplaced the puzzle piece. Sorry...

cuz it's a boring day

2008-10-21T02:56:00.000-07:00

I'm alone at home. Booooo!!! Well, not really. My bro's at home but he never comes out of his room unless he's hungry. I'm so bored cuz Paramost didn't have practice today...Now, I'm just listening to sad songs which make me feel even lonelier. My room is damn dark and the glare of the computer screen is really painful to the eyes. Furby also dun want to layan me. hmmph..
Just now after school went to Westmall with Paramost for a while and had then had lunch at Mac. And saw Janice and Shi Hui doing Chemistry. Then we did a little experiment with coke and salt. The reaction was pretty cool and bubbly. Then we added curry sauce. It didn't dissolve and looked like taik cair dropping into the toilet bowl. Some Malay guys with tattoos sat beside our table and kinda saw our little experiment and when they had enough, they left(probably off to do an experiment after being inspired by us). They waved at us and Paramost, being very friendly and nice people, waved back to our fans. Too bad they didn't ask us for our autographs. Then went back home...Boring kan??

Internet addiction

hi-yaak!

"bergantung je kt telepon!"

emoing..
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steaming:D

BYE:D!!!!!!

concerto!

2008-10-20T03:36:00.000-07:00

Some random pics i got from my brother's com...(:

"Eh, want to fight uh?! Not happy come uh!"

Eh, my house look quite nice ekh...

Today school ended at 12.30 instead of 1 .yayy! but Ng extended to 12.45. hmmphh..So, went to my house for rehearsal/concert with Paramost. And guess what ?? Our electric guitar player, Sakinah! finally attended our rehearsal and cncert. Due to her busy schedule and fierce momma, she has not been able to attend any of our rehearsals. hmmph..
We waved at our No. 1 Fan and non-paid Bodyguard before we left for rehearsal. We dressed up pretty beautifully. Today was probably the funnest rehearsal we've ever had cuz the whole band was there. Then, smth quite confusing happenned and we had to just ignore it.
Oh well, I should probably do my Maths now. See, artiste also must do homework. Ape la naseb..
Bye(:

subject selection

2008-10-19T06:33:00.000-07:00

Finally did my subject selection thingy. And it was a disaster. Switched on the computer at 4pm (I know very last minute) and I got a little distracted playing Spider Solitaire. So, then I tried to log in to the subject selection thing and guess what?? I couldn't! rghh! So tried and tried and tried and tried again and again and still couldn't. Then I wanted to use my brother's internet since his internet is so much better and (faster). But he didn't let me. I was so annoyed la. I had very little time left and he was so selfish. So, I tried to call Atiqah to help me do the subject selection. And she didn't pick up. Had to call 9 times b4 she called me back (I'm impatient,what can i say?) Then she was able to log in. wth. I actually haven't really chosen what combination to take and she asked to me to faster. Under all that pressure, I may have made a bad decision by taking the 8-subject combination. Die le. I chose 2a as my 1st choice. But thanks Atiqah!(: .My mother forced me to take the 8 subjects one la. She wanted me to take triple science. Siao ah! That's where Jermyn will be and like I got chance like that. Texted Sakinah and she say she took 3a as her first choice. I was like, "Oh man...why???" Oh well, there's nothing I can do now except wait...Hopefully I'll get the combination that I truly can handle and enjoy.

"I love you, Paramost !"
Buy our album...Coming out soon in stores that u never thought existed.

exam papers

2008-10-11T00:55:00.001-07:00

outside suhaimi's house

inside suhaimi's house

my baby

Atiqah's pink room

got my sa2 papers today .a little disappointed for some subjects and kinda shocked for some . so here it is ;

Eng: 63/100 (not bad la)
Maths: 76/100 (yaay! first time A1)
Sci: 62/100 (phy-32, chem-30)
Hml: haven't get yet (not expecting gd results though)
Lit: 30/75 (supposedly 43...teacher anyhow mark)
Geog: 63/100
HE: 73/100
Art: 76/100 (didn't expect that at all)

Well, they're not that impressive but what's done is done . no use worrying so much about it .
hopefully i'm in top 85 in the level .if not, my mom will go crazy .
k, till then
Bye(:

update

2008-10-09T04:39:00.000-07:00

On Tuesday , we went Jalan Raye . yaay!There was the 2E and some 2NA people . It was quite gerek and worthwhile when i reached home and counted how money i got ! $20 !!! didn't realize going to 8 houses would take an entire day! Finally got to meet Asyiqin's(gatal/kurang ajar) maid. wah...in front of ppl want to act so innocent . but behind ppls' backs go and wear sexy2, show ur pantat(ass) at Asyiqin's father and want to marry with some Bangla somemore. U think u so hot uh???!!! Bangla pon tknk la. Asyiqin's house got buffet. wow! Shahmi got to meet Syahmi(dunno correct spelling)....And wah, Farhan...kau Asyiqin's bapak nye favourite la. masih ade harapan la nmpaknye.haha. Dun give up in what u believe in cuz dreams really do come true( wow...nice song ). Moving on, we went to Sak's house as the grp gets smaller and smaller. It was my 2nd time there. Sume org nye rumah aku dah pernah pergi lah .haha .I cried cuz of some reason i dunno. Sakinah's mother seemed really strict and i felt like running away. Ruqaiyah was way cute(: After that the gerlz thought we were going home and Sak wore her mother's slippers to send us to bustop . Then turned out still got Shahmi's house. We thought he scared abeh tk jadi but i guessed he overcame his fear and went for it. We wanted Sak to follow but she was in her mother's slippers. apela. Shahmi's house was like hulu-hulu(dun think that's a word) and somewhere i've never been before. The interior design of his house tak mahu kalah. i was like "wow!" And i saw some interior design magazines which i do enjoy browsing through .pretending as if i had a house.His younger sis was very very similar to him man ! the way she walk and the expression on her face was so the same as Shahmi's. Din noe sibs could be that similar. Then we went home, dgn kaki melecet, walked quite a distance to the bustop and took 187 with Atiqah and Nabilah. When we got off the bus and said our goodbyes, as i walked to the interchange, I had a scary feeling that Atiqah was hit by a car( like in movies like that)as she crossed the road. Weird eh ? I almost wanted to call her to ask her whether she was fine. But didn't cuz scared later she think i crazy.
Oh well, good things had to come to an end and the next day, had to go to school . stupid shit!

Atiqah, Asyiqin, Sakinah and me really want to start our rock band which does not make use of instruments. yaeah! just now over at my house after school, we had a rock concert. Rumah mcm nk roboh. Asyiqin was the drummer who was drumming the air , Atiqah was on keyboard and no, she din use the computer keyboard, she used the ironing board, and i was the lead singer/guitar player tak tentu arah. We did a lot of head banging until Atiqah's clip broke and my hair become like lion! My fan in my room was spoiled so we perspired like hell. Then we went to West Mall cuz i need to meet my auntie. asyiqin and atiqah met her too.

Eh, long post uh! My fingers damn tired sia .
Well, k till then
Bye(:
*sry i never talk about the houses at Bukit Batok area there. tk jakon psl Bukit Batok sgt uh..hhehe

i just love you Leona!

2008-10-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

i never fail to get goosebumps when i hear her sing. i fell in love with her before "Bleeding Love". She's damn good la and i have no idea she how she reaches such an incredible note flawlessly. When she won X Factor, i was like yay! she deserved it:D And i love the way she talks too...haha, it's so british.

k till then, Bye:)

guitar hoooray!

2008-10-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

Obsessed with this one.
All Around Me - Flyleaf

yay....finally gt my guitar today at Big Bookshop . Now i can't stop smiling. hehe. i've wanted a guitar since i learned how to talk .well, not really but isn't that what i'm supposed to say.I would always pretend to play guitar with my badminton racket .u knoe, the shape is similar and all. but now i can finally play or at least pretend to play a real guitar . I've wanted it since i was really young but never had the cash. My parents have never supported my future music career...cheyy. My mother scolded me cuz i bought the guitar and even wanted me to give her the rest of my hari raya money even though i already gave half of it to her alr...wth. she not happy seh.i think she really dun want me neglect my studies by learning to play guitar . she dun want me to be artiste lah . Belajar only! Binget uh gitu! Of course uh to her, i'm like her only hope cuz my sibs have been kinda disappointing. I'm not here to judge but a lot of pressure tau being the youngest. And i do not like pressure . I just really hope that my sibs will one day make my parents proud even though they're kinda too old to do so...

Ok, back to guitar...This year is the first year i'm saving my hari raya money. wow. I would usually spend spend spend. Biase uh , da boros. It was definitely difficult to keep the money out of shops but i had to no matter what . guitar nye psl. My sis sae if was $30++ . Then turned out $50!!! what ! paying for it was a nightmare. i couldn't breathe .no air, no air...but i have to say thanks to asyiqin and atiqah for making all of this possible. Thnk u asyiqin for holding my money and flaunting it here and there. thank u atiqah for paying for me . like i said, no air..no air...

When we were there, we found instruments for our band. there was the toy "keyboard" for atiqah, the coolest toy drumeset ever for asyiqin, the fruitty guitar for sakiinah and a cute toy microphone . It was perfect! but we didn't have the money . haiizz...laen kali aje lah.
Fooled around with the webcam with atiqah just now. It was really awkward and silent. hehehe

Hmm...k la . nd to sleep . tommorrow jln raye .yay!
til then ,
Bye:D

enjoy!

2008-10-03T05:06:00.000-07:00

In car:D

yayness! exams are finally over. can finally enjoy. yeah right...so bored seh at home . Just now at Westmall wif pals was kinda fun. I was trying so hard not to get money out of my wallet. Cuz usually during hari raya period i would spend my money like nobody's business and it would finish within a few days. But this year is different. I'm trying to turn over a new leaf . I'm not very good at saving money....i've been trying to do so since i was really young. i would like save for two days and it'll be gone after that two days . It's definitely very hard to save but i'm not gonna give up and besides, i'm saving to buy something special. No more going downstairs to buy Old Chang Kee...
Well, i have no idea what to do on Monday and Tuesday cuz no school . Jalan Raya ? Syiok Sendiri kt rumah ?? :DD
Till then , Bye(:

selamat hari raya yo!

2008-09-30T07:32:00.000-07:00

yay...tomorrow's the day . i'm just super duper excited tonight . i din even think of studying for home econ paper at all. i'm using my bro's laptop cuz he went out. apelah! malam raye gi klua buat ape ? but at least i get to use the laptop where the internet is just damn fast compared to the one in my room. i played wif my anak sedare(cousin's child) from Malaysia. she's just super cute la. she had fun playing wif Furby as she chased Furby around the house and Furby tried to run as fast as she could. But I hated it when she cried . Furby also gt a little annoyed i think . Well, i wish all muslims in the world a happy and joyous hairy raya !

Suasana Hari Raya - Anuar Zain & Ellina

These are some photos i intend to send for next year's Singapore's Next Top Model.

haha...just kidding:D

damn it ! i'm currently experiencing a major headache and sweating like hell . i think i'm gonna be sick . NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
Well , k till then
bye!