Eh hi Wazzuppp?! I start work at 1pm today soo now I'm just chillin... doing some laundry and shitzx..

So.. I turned 19 just this Monday. Didn't do anything special on that day... Just went to work. Hahaha.

But it's fine. Got to hang out with the gfs last Friday to sort of celebrate my bday. Hahaha thankful for friends like them. And thanks mak Atiqah for the delish brownie cake. The kit kat and toblerone on top is the best haha :)

I'm doing better at work.. Gotten a bit more used to it and require less help from the SLs or whatever.

A week back, I actually cried at work cuz i was too stressed, mainly cuz my colleague was being a real bitch. I wanted to maki her right there and then... like really. She alrdy make me cry and then told the other employees and she's doing all this while serving a customer as well. What a bitch right? Ugh.

But then when I was about done, my other work mate told me she's like that one. Almost everyone hates her... All the Malaysians Melayus... and that's a lot of them.. Hahaha

She said that then I'm like ok then... I'll just ignore her.

I was still quite new and confused about a lot of things.. and for her to attack me like that.... I just wanted to punch her in the face. 

But thank god for other colleagues who understand how I feel. They just don't talk about it. I appreciate the fact that my work mate didn't tell me about the bitch's true colours until I saw it with my own eyes. She let me form an opinion on my own. That's cool. Hahaha

K la.. enough rambling. I need to get ready for work. Hope I don't hv to face that bitch.

k byeeeeee :)

Happy belated burfffday to meeeee! Heh ;)

Cold Storage

Hi. How are you? Lol like you can answer like that.
Just got back from work 2 hrs ago.
My feet like want to die alrdy.. stand too long.
I took this job thinking it was simple simple.. but wahlao turn out so complicated sia.
Last time at long jonhn want to count money after shift all very easy.. This one must sort out the credit card shit all. then must go computer key in all the nonsense..
Wow I sound very annoyed.
Maybe it's cuz I'm new. So I got kinda overwhelmed. But it's A LOT to just take in within such a short period of time. I'll only be here for a month. So...I learn all this.. and use it a while only.
I work w A TON of Malaysians.. all from JB. No Singaporean colleagues so far.
It's kinda nice to be able to communicate in Malay but I can't really talk much to them about anything. But I'm starting to talk like a Malaysian.. JB at least. They have this tone when they talk..Now i have it. damn haha
Yeah so.
I don't like listening to people complain about work.
So.. sorry heheh

After this job, I wanna tutor.. Go to an agent or smth. I really would like to use my brain a bit more.

I mean.. I don't mean to look down on these kind of jobs. but srsly.. no Singaporeans sia at my workplace! I can do a lot better.

I've taught people before and I think I can do it. just not JC level...or Math... NO MATH PLEASE!

And other thing, my customers and colleagues most of them think I very young... like 15-16 like that..

Like hello.... I'm almost 19 seeeeyhh (eeeee...why i "seh" like minah)

I don't know if it's a good thing or not.

Kkkk.. I need to sleeeeeep. Goodnight! :))
listen to this cover of trouble by walk off the earth! SOOOO NICEE!!! :D

k byeeeeeeeee

LES MIZZZZ :)

Hey! It's gonna be 2013 in a couple of hours! Can't believe it. The year just flew by.
2012 has definitely been one heck of a year.. A lot of studying, a lot of exams. I'm glad it's all over though. I hope.
I don't wanna be all deep and shit but I've learnt a lot about myself, my character.. the bad side of my character. Definitely trying to change. But oh well, gotta take one step at a time.
Need to be less uptight and more lepak. Not be so defensive and learn to take criticism well.
I don't know what exactly what I'm blabbing about but you get it right?
Hope 2013's gonna be awesome. Many things gonna happen. Results. Start of new school (Hopefully, a good one) :)
It's def gonna be new chapter of my life. Hopefully, I continue to grow and make wiser decisions.

I've yet to find a proper job. Found a super temp one. Hopefully I'll  get a better one after.
So. today I watched Les Mis with Asyiqin! My awesome choir buddy hahaha
We used to sing some of the songs in choir. So it definitely brought back tons of memories.
Anne Hathaway was amazing, even though she barely in the movie hahaha
Her performance of I dreamed a dream was flawless and just so raw. Love it.
I'm gonna be singing this a lot at home. Yes, I will. Sorry, Mom.



Wolverine(LOL) was also very good.
The girl who sang On My Own also best. I love that song so the very much. Poor thing she died :(
Heard T Swift almost got that part. Seriously the scene would a total fail with her. No offence. Imagine her singing with her guitar, about being friend zoned. Hahahaha!



My next favourite song! DO YOU HEAR THE PEOPLE SING!
This song is super epic and very inspiring. When we did the song back when i was in choir, I had no idea what this song was talking about. Just sing lor.
When the poor people stood up and sang this song together before they fought, I wanted to cry. So moving.
This is some random huge ass choir singing the song. I love love love it.



Maybe it's just me and my obsession with musicals, but I LOVE THIS MOVIE A LOT!
Some scenes definitely annoyed me. TOO MUCH SINGING! But then again, it's a movie musical so it didn't bother me that much.
I deffo wanna watch it again! And again and again and again.
AH I LOVE THIS MUSICAL!
k I need to shut up
This is one long ass post but oh well.
This is how I express myself haha
k.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! HAPPY 2013!
May it be awesome and joyous.
Love you k bye
:)

I need a job

Hey hello.

I'm bored. 

Need a job.

But too lazy to look for one.

So until then, I will keep making these videos which no one will watch haha

Today, I went a little crazy with editing. 

Annotations are pretty rad, I have to say. Heheh.

I was inspired by Carly Rose to do this. It doesn't really sound like her version. Honestly I have no idea what I'm trying to sound like.

My cats were quite entertained and went a little crazy in the background. LOL.

I do this for pure fun. So don't judge.

k that's all I have to say. Thanks for reading! :)

thanks! byeeeeee 

I look to you

hey it's 12.30 in the morning right now and i've been watching youtube videos. ran across a x factor uk contestant performances videos. His name is Jahmene Douglas. He's amazing. 

This performance in particular spoke to me. Every single time anyone in a singing competition sings a song for a loved one who had died, I will cry. Except for Cece Frey's. Hers was just eurghhghhh.

So yeah. He sang it for his brother. So touching. Not to mention, he's super talented :)

I've lost many loved ones in my life. Most of them really close to me. And when someone sings like that, I will just think about them and ball my eyes out. Hahaha.

Sometimes you get caught up in life and forget about the ones who've left. 

Think about them and pray.

Love, Fuzzy.

I love this song so much I typed down the lyrics

 I really love people who are daring enough to put themselves out there

 And do not take themselves too seriously

 This is why I love Glozell

 C'mon, sing along! It's catchy.

 #Haylor Blues

 Haylor, Haylor Harry and Taylor

 I ask my Lord

 Why can't it be me?

 We know it won't last long

 Cuz then she'll write her song

 I must admit that girl can write a hit

 People say that they're just friends

 But unless she's a closet lesbian

 She's made out with Harry Styles

 Then she'll put him in her boyfriend pile

 Boyfriend Pile! Oh! 

 Haylor, Harry and Taylor

 I ask my Lord
 Why can't it be me?

 But instead of doing drugs

 Or drinking a lot of booze

 I sing my song
 I've got the hashtag Haylor blues

 The blues
The blues

 I got the hashtag hay hay hay hey hay (?) haylor blues 

Genius song. Love it! I like Haylor though. Heh.


This song is about Liam. Love this song too:)

I have a 1D obsession. It scares me a bit but it's ok. Haha
I might wanna do a cover of one of these songs heheh.
k bye bye

A LEVELS ARE OVER!!!

HEYYYYYYY YOU! My exams are finally over!!! Gnna have the longest holiday in my entire lifetime.. I think hahaha. Yay okkk can't believe we're finally done with sch uniforms.... gnna kinda miss it though. I love uniformity.. mainly cuz my wadrobe sucks. haha. 

Not looking forward to results.. i mean who is? smart people duh. hate them ugh. Pretty much screwed up most of the papers. But I had very little confidence in myself anyway. I certainly do not foresee getting As or even Bs.. but y'know.. you hope for the best :)

I'll be glad if my results can get me into a uni course. Hopefully it's good enough.

 Hmm. I need a job now! Before I start wasting my life watching ID videos. oh wait, i already do. hahaha i'm kind of obsessed with them now. I started during my exam period lol. not a distraction or anything...

I was so close to putting up a poster of them on my bedroom wall. but I stopped myself, NO FAZI! DON'T GO THERE. oh thank god. i think this is the first time I feel like an actual teenage girl.. falling in love with 5 boys. all at once. hahaha

With that said, I would like to wish all my a lvl peeps happy partying like there's no tmr (preferably at home, dont go clubbing pls) And for those who are not done, ALL THE BEST! :D

K now for singing time.. lol i dont know why upload these vids. I have no idea who watches them since they're unlisted. but oh well.. I find it fun.

And man do i wish I knew how to play the guitar. I think I'll look super cool. hahahahah no. 

this is little things by who??? ONE DIRECTION!!! yayyyy! k bye bye ~