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HI DEAD BLOG!!
holidays just started..but it sucks to know that i can't enjoy it.
i tried catching up on some shows that i've missed.
i watched the season finale of glee..it was sad..
but i guess it was happy ending..
i realised it's not all about winning..
i've also been trying to catch up on the 7.00 show at channel 8..my mom is like obsessed with that show..
sometimes i feel like i'm watching an Indonesian show..with tons of drama..and never ending twists..
The show is super beduper long..that can be irritating..
ok..well..i better get done with my homework..ya..like real..
k bye:)

boringest day ever

today's friday and it's elearning day!!!
no school..means fun right?..no.
i was so boreddddd.......
there wasn't internet at home..so i couldn't do elearning...luckily the task is to check answers..
i tried watching tv..but i was so used to being entertained by the internet, watching tv was dreadful..
the shows on tv are horrible..i had to watch kiddy shows which was kinda nice i guess..
my bro was sleeping in his room all day..so i had to talk to myself..
then, i went to westmall to return a library bk..and i was so bored, i walked home..
then, i took a bus back to central to atiqah's place to do elearning thing..
i ended up doing nothing..and just hung out there..fazirah fazirah...
got home..and cleaned my room..i can finally see my desk again..i can finally put laptop on my desk..instead of using it on my bed..
just did the laundry at 1am in the morning..
i checked my answers for phy&chem paper 1
i did ok i guess..
chem - 35/40
phy - 32/40 (i was just extremely careless & it's annoying)
hmm..i need to go to sleep now....
bye:)

hey

my mom just told me about the maid who was in an accident..and i decided to read the article on the internet.
it was about the maid who sacrificed herself to save her employer's baby's life.
so, this stupid driver was driving super duper fast and and so the maid tossed the baby to safety before kena hit by the bus.
i don't know why but it made me cry.
it's amazing what she had done.

oh...had chem spa today.
ughh..dun wanna talk about it...
k bye..:)

cb

I'm damn fed up now..actually sad..
I cried about it yesterday. for the first time. I don't know why I did.
I guess I never realised how much it affected me until I talked about it.
I know you don't care anymore and I try not to care. but I can't.
I knew this was bound to happen but I didn't know it would happen this early.
It was your choice to _____yourself.
I can't do anything about it. But just pray...
pray that it will change.
i'm sad. and crying.
bye.

eh..today i saw bb..but whatever.

sorry

since my blog is super dead. i shall post something at least.

i've been so lazy to update these couple of weeks..since i'm always on twitter..hehe..but i dun tweet alot :(
i'm so tired right now..i'm like falling asleep as i'm typing. but i can't. cuz i just gt home and my homework is untouched..
had interview for choir committe thing just now..i felt like a judge in singapore idol or smth like that..it was fun..listening to people "err..rr" their way thru the interview.
but the questions are kinda tough though..so..yah

let's listen to this:)

HEEEELOO!!
back from camp..one tiring camp..but whatever.
the first thing i did when i got home was put on make up . that is how much i love make-up. psycho.
i like wanna make it my career..but my sister say don't cuz we don't need more than one makeup artist in our family..ya whatever..
I think i wanna own a spa or smth.
Hmm..why am i talking about my my future.
I'm not gonna start about how unhappy i am abt Atiqah keep getting to see Woody...
I'm not unhhappy at atiqah..but the fact that she gets to see hhim..SO MANY TIMES.
thanks atiqah for the headshot btw. appreciate it loads:D
but next time maybe u could take a faceshot. i'll pay u 10cents.

the camp was exhausting as well as kind fun, i guess. Fun cuz i kinda bonded with the sec 1s and 2s..
Usually i don't even have time to talk to any of them.
Exhausting cuz for the most part, we practised like mad. my voice is like 60% gone. i tried have my performing session when i got home..i couldn't even hit some notes that weren't even that high..that dampened my mood cuz i had to lipsync which wasn't cool at all.
i'm proud of the sec4s for being able to complete the don't stop believing within such limited time. And special appreciation to janice, winnie, kuan kuan, jiayu and jermyn for nt sleeping to make the song nicer:D
I don't care what that teacher said..why the fuck are u so negative??
you are like frowning 24/7 amd even as we were doing the song. dun want to hear just get the fuck out lah..org nyanyi pn tk senang.

I miss Glee..it's coming back on in april or smth like that..
i wanna know what to happen after the kiss..da.da.da..
i just adore the songs they cover.
my personal favourite is Smile (charlie chaplin)..i honestly love love love love that song.
i can listen to it all day...and i do.

k la..so long..
bye:)

what title?

hello there..
i've been converting stuff..and it's kinda cool.
1kg - 2.2lbs (pounds)
1 metre - 3.3 feet
1 mile - 1.6 km
ok..that's all i found out.

hmm..what shall i talk about?
i went to Mustafa Centre just now..went to look for straightening heat protectant spray..it's expensive.
err..i spent the entire doing nothing because the rest of the sec 4s are at johor..so might as well just relax for the entire day.
i found maggots in my room the other day.
It was really2 disgusting. Note to self: Never leave food in ur room..just saying that makes me wanna puke.
i'm watching american idol right now..i've been so behind in the TV world..their performances are not even that good and all of them are getting mean comments.

I found out that i'll be doing a solo in don't stop believing in the choir concert..omgeesh..
i can't breathe..i love the song and all but i can never sing alone..
i'm like the lead in Paramost and i'm super terrified..
When i'm nervous, i think i'm going think about performing with Paramost..cuz that's the only time i feel comfortable..wow..so sappy..

i've been doing push ups and stuff..my arms are so sore right now..
i guess i want some muscle. cuz i feel like my arm will break easily.
i wanna be able to protect myself if someone attacks and wanna rape me or something..
Touch wood, touch plastic..

hmm..busy day tomorrow. Madrasah in the morning, jermyn's house in the afternoon for choir and tuition at night..i've not even washed my clothes. No time lah..
well, ok i wanna go to sleep.
bye:)

updatee

since sakinah wants me to update, i'm updating.
ok hi! i have nothing to say. hmm..had English and math paper today. English was okay but math is kinda hard a little.
tomorrow is science. i don't feel like studying.
ok lah..bye:)

Woody Rocks!

assalamualaikum

ok, i'm not done with homework but i wanted to update cuz my blog is kinda dead.
i'm getting lazier to blog. mostly cuz i find it a little pointless to blog cuz the only people who read my blog is probably my bffs.. and they obviously know about the things that happen in my life. get it? yah, so wtv.
i saw bb the other bus in the bus the other day!!!
i've not seen bb for the longest time and so it was nice.
texted atiqah throughout the trip on the bus. excited sgt lah tu...hhehheh..

sitting right at back of the classroom really sucks. i sometimes cannot hear important stuff and it's damn damn hot at the back(no fan, no window). i find myself perspiring alot during lessons. and for the most part, i can't see!! my eyes are like damn lousy and the teacher sometimes write right at the bottom of the whiteboard. Due to humungous heads, i can't see anything.
oh well..k la bye. must do ss lah.

hehhe..tiny font.
i miss you..
kakak aku lah.
dier dah lame tak balik.
dah sewa rumah lah konon..abe dah tak tawu balik langsung.

santau

i went to watch Santau at Westmall just now..
it was pretty intense..and crazy.
scary at a lot the parts but the sound effects at the beginning was too much.
the movie theatre was filled with malay people..like duh..da cerite melayu..
it was quite funny at some parts..people were laughing at the 'terkejut' parts..
but the climax left me at the edge of my seat.
I don't think i'll be able to sleep tonight..hahah..

i hate going for higher malay these days..
cuz of the homework.
i have a dialog, karangan deskriptif and 2 higher malay papers to complete by monday..
i really don't want to do..i really don't like malay..especially the essays cuz my kosa kata is like super limited.

ok bye!

random

birthday cakes :)

made by: atiqah's mom

bought by: my mom

made/bought by: 4E1

yay! i'm 16..

well ok..i was watching youtube and ran across this video which pretty much explains what i experienced a few weeks ago.
I asked my sister about it and she said that a jin (devil) had layed (hempap) on me as i had hempap-ed the devil. but in this video, she say it's sleep paralysis..and so, i did research..and i think that's why i experienced..at least i hope so.
it was really really scary..

What is sleep paralysis?

Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. Some people may also feel pressure or a sense of choking. Sleep paralysis may accompany other sleep disorders such as narcolepsy. Narcolepsy is an overpowering need to sleep caused by a problem with the brain's ability to regulate sleep.

i couldnt move or talk . it stopped when i bace doa in my heart..hahah..
hopefully it doesn't ever happen to me agaain..

well, ok bye :)

i would like to thank my lovely bffs for making my birthday the best day ever..
the card is amazing and gorgeous. look at it! isn't it gorgeous?
haha.this is my second tiny font thing;)

2days..

cute hello kitty guitar

2 days till my 16th bdae..to be exact it's less than 25 hrs..
haha..nc16 movies, here i come!
currently watching leona lewis' x factor performances on youtube..
i've watched them countless times but i can nvr get enough..
she's just amazing..she has a really wide range to her voice..if only i had that :(
career day tomorrow and don't what i'm wearing tomorow..leceh betul lah..
ok..wow this is really short.
i love reading people's blog, really.i read blogs of people i don't even know..it's fun. it's like getting to know the person w/o actually talking to them.
and i've noticed a lot of people writing tiny font at the way bottom of their posts. i wanna try.
bye:)




this is my first "tiny font" thing..yay for tiny fonts!!
just because it's tiny, doesn't mean people can't see it.

waddup doug!

hello..i have nothing really to say but i wanted to type..
so, why not i type out a post right? yah..so..
i got b3..for my mly 'o' level..if anyone's wondering..ha.
i dun noe how i'm supposed to feel..it's kinda sad that i didn't get distinction i guess..but whatever..i still have english..which i adore..ha.

hmm..i was at the toilet..having my mini concert in there..
and when i came out for a break..i saw my mom in my room going thru my phone!
ugh..it's so annoying..
and as i was scolding her and stuff(what teenagers do), she went thru my files and stuff..
she says she wants to noe whether i'm studying or boyfriend-ing(like that's a word)..
i was like..tkmoh mcm2 lah mak..
now i feel like i have to delete every msg people send me..ha.
hm..what else??
cca showcase was fun i guess..we got to perform..yay..i love performing as u can tell from the concert i had in the toilet..haha..
had another concert outside the general office with bffs while waiting for sakinah..
did tons of encores for russian roulette by rihanna,,hah..
the prefect there liked it when we sang 'replay'..we'll do another performance for u ok? ha..if we can remember ur face..
hmm..i shall go study for geography..
bye:)

i officially have no life

atiqah was at my house a few hours ago.

and i was bored.
so, i made a make-up video.
haha..i made the make-up look on the spot..anyhow mix colour...
dun laugh at me eh..
but yeah, i officially have no life.
the video is kinda cool but i'll never ever upload it..merepek nk mampos.
but i took pictures.
and yeah, i did only one eye..because i cannot remember what colour i put..haha..
ok..i'm gonna try pink eyeshadow now..bye:)

update

hello.
i'm at my desk now and spent the last 6 hrs doing my english ispl. and guess what? i'm still not done. haha. 8 comprehensions!!! i'm so tired.
well, i'm addicted to youtube..and i don't just watch "those" videos ok..i watch other videos too.
it's almost 1am..there's school tomorrow..alahai..malas nye..
i dun noe if there's any test tomorrow..if there is one, i'll just study in class - one of the advantages of sitting right at the back of the class..haha.

i entered a contest on the internet..and just found out i can't even use the prize here in spore..stupid.
so hopefully i won't win..cuz mcm bodoh gitu menang bende tapi tk bole pakai..
..mcm bole menang gitu..the chances are super beduper tiny..
well, ok..need to go to bed.
byebye:)