Thursday, December 31, 2009

school

just edited my blog a little bit.
and thought i might as well blog.
it's almost 8.50am now and i'm using the computer..because i'll be going to johor today for a bbq..so i won't have time to use the computer.
so..it 2010! i still can't believe it. as much as i'm worried about my O's that's coming, i'm also excited! cuz i'll finally be out of bbss after this yr..
haha..i'll probably have no idea where to go secondary school.
wow. it's just the beginning of the year, and i'm already talking abt the end.
thinking ahead lah..(:

well, school's opening and i have loads of ispl to do..haha..
and i heard that'll be physics and chem test on the first day of school..
haha,.should i study for the tests or try to complete my ispls when i know very well i won't be able to complete them? i'll probably end up doing neither.
Stop being lazy, fazirah!
haha..it's so cool to scold myself..atiqah does that alot..so i thought i'd try it out.haha..lame.
hm..i have nothing else to say.
so bye:)

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furby on top of my window..crazy cat.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

hiii!!!

today is thursday.(curik line org..haha)
just got back from aunt's house. watched Jin Notti for the 2nd time.
it's christmas eve now. in about 15mins, it'll be christmas..yay!
i dunno why i'm happy.
maybe because since it's a public holiday, i won't be alone at home..hahaha.
school's opening soon..
i have a whole lot of ispls yet to be done.
i have 30 journal entries to do..shit.
emm..ok.
had my skirt altered.it's a little short but i'm happy i don't have to fold my skirt anymore. i hated that.
i think i should do my ispls now..i'll do it until 4am and go sleep after that..
macam bole je..
wish me luck.
bye!!!:)

Monday, December 14, 2009

expired pictures

i've not blogged for some time now..kinda..
i've been really bored at home for these couple of days..
could do homework..but i'm not in the right state of mind to do homework..
i stay at home all day..alone..i feel like killing myself..
i woke up at 3 today..tak sengaje..
the day feels so short when i wake up that late..
i'll try to wake up at 7am tomorrow..which probably means i'll get back to sleep at 1pm..
haha.
i love waking-up-late part of the holidays..the rest is boring...for me, at least.

these are random expired pictures i uploaded from my phone..

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me & me cousins
i'm actually the tallest...they cheated with heels..i had flats:(
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hari raye..me and atiqah
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me & half atiqah
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mat-donald-boy
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the pose.
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:)
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me&asyiqin.camp.
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i tried chopping me bangs..

ok that's it. bye.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

waddup

tabitha's out..
didn't see that one coming.
i really wanted sezairi to be eliminated.
if he wins, he'll be the 3rd malay guy singapore idol.
i don't understand why they make such a big deal about her being eliminated and the judges were so upset.
i mean, come on lah..dah keluar, blah je lah..
wah..marah nampak marah nampak.
i think she really thought she was goin to win and so she was really sad to be eliminated like that..i guess i can understand that.
now, i'm depending on slyvia..
i seriously want her to win.

ok lah..i need to sleep now.

bye.

Monday, December 7, 2009

hello.

got back from tuition and guess what?? there wasn't tuition.
it was actually changed to sunday..and i didn't know about it.
waited for about 20mins..until the teacher went out and was like "what are u here for?"
paiseh gile. but i was happy as well..cuz i cannot go for eng tuition anymore cuz i have madr on sunday..
i dreaded eng tuition..so the boring..
first, i have no friend there..so i sit all alone..
and it's english!! how fun can it get??
i really hate english tuition and i think the teacher doesn't like me cuz i like never and i mean NEVER hand in my homework..he gets super annoyed but i never cared..

i'm currently listening to jiwang songs from someone's blog..
they sound like they want to shit..
but i like it..
haha.

had ntuc cip thing on saturday.
it was super boring especially cuz bffs weren't there.
what the hell was i thinking going to 3e1?
i slacked the entire time and just ate and ate the snacks provided.
very unhealthy but what the heck..
there were tons and tons of books and we had to arrange all the books from the bottom put on top..for monday..super tiring..

got back my madr results. can't really remember how i much i got..
my highest score was for arab..48/50..weird..cuz i dun understand a thing..
i got highest for sejarah..41/50..i memorised the dates and stuff..which most of the other students didn't.
the sad thing about my madr is that there is super little people.
yesterday, only 2 people came(includin me)
there are actually 6 people..but only 4 always come.
other 2 just make occassional visits..haha.
pathetic. it's so pathetic that we have to move to another class next yr..with more people..
i dun like the class cuz all of them are way older..and i can no longer secretly listen to music.

i want sezairi to be eliminated next.
he's voice is seriously annoying.
the face also. no offence.
i can't pick who i like more..tabby(the cat) or slyviaa..
i think tabitha pretty but sylvia's voice is style..
hmm..

i'm currently obsessed with "how i met your mother".
watching like about 5 episodes everyday..

wow. this post is long.

these are random pictures..
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i can only wish for that much make-up.

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every girl's dream.
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i just really love this picture:D

byebye.

Friday, December 4, 2009

i love her :D

Thursday, December 3, 2009

bus b..

had fun with my bro's imac :)

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amacam..vogue tak?
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jay-z

i changed my skin..cuz i was bored..
it's really plain..but i only realised it after i clicked save template changes..haha..
it's 3 in the morning..and i'm not asleep yet..duh! it's either that or i'm sleep-writing..hahha..joke..i want money..i wish it was hari raya all over again..
I'll get money..and there'd be a reason to doll up..it's fun..
oh well, guess i'd have to wait for next year..

i'm starting to miss taking the bus to school..:(
bffs will get it..haha..

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

waddupp

with the rate i'm going, i dun think i'll ever be able to complete my ispls.
i've been slacking at home watching..
hmm..lets see..
glee
big bang theory
season 3 of gossip girl
twilight (never fininsh though...it's quite long i must say)
princess protection program(i expected something something to happen between carter and that guy who likes to take video of her..but it nvr happened)
yes, slacking..
i attempted to do my maths ispl..but just couldn't focus
oh well, that's my update..
i love the holidays.
i hate the homework.


love, fuzzy:)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

good morning

it's 1am in the morning and i'm blogging..
i have to leave for camp tomorrow and i've not packet yet..hhahhah..
been to distracted listening to people sing on youtube..and looking at show choirs..
they look fun but a little bit kental if u were to do it a singapore school
it'd be kinda cool if my school choir were to do songs from queen such as bohemian rhapsody or somebody to love..
they're tough but it'll be fun..
well, i never thought i'd ever say this..but..i miss choir..haha
i miss singing with them..even when we sound horrible..
i miss being on stage and freaking out till the words can't come out.
and how can i ever forget the teachers' day concert performance..it was scary.i didn't even dare to look at the audience..
But, most of all..i miss performing with Paramost..
it's been a long time since we 'paramost'-ed together..the last time, we had to settle for the bus interchange to sing or do some kind of performance..it was fun but the :( part was that there was not any music..
well, i better go to bed now..or i'll never make it to camp..:)

tata!


Friday, November 13, 2009

SCHOOL'S OVER!! not..

singapore idol
sylvia ratonel
she's one of my favourites..:)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

yay! i'm blogging again..heheh..short one though..
i ate the chicken rice at makan syiok today..
I dun like it..
the taste is like damn strong..and i couldn't stand the taste..
i left almost half of the plate of rice uneaten..
cuz the rice is seriously alot..

it's super weird cuz today i didn't get to spend time with paramost..cuz of chemistry thing..

Bad romance..:)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

helllo

yay! i shall blog today!
had malay 'O' levels today..it was kinda sorta hard in a way(what?!)..my compo's climax is like so horrible..and too fast..cuz i ain't got time to write nice nice:( if i dun get a1 or a2, die liao..
extra lessons have been super boring and such a drag..
when will the holidays really start, man???!!
waking up in the morning is harder as the days go by and i'm coming to school later and later..
the only thing i look forward to is lepak-ing with the one and only paramost after school..
hmm..
wow, i so suck at blogging..
had flag day on saturday..
it was fun and boring..
fun cuz me and paramost got to perform for the people walking past..boring cuz we can't really hang around..
the money we collected is like damn little..but what the hell..it's the thought that counts..
we sat around like the lazy people we are..HAHAHA!!

well, bye bye now! :)

taylor swift..la la la..


Monday, October 19, 2009

Happy Deepavali, everybadehh!!

yay..i'm bored so lets blog .
lets talk results..well, sort of suckish..
passed all so far..physics dunno yet..but i've got a very strong feeling that i failed..pretty badly..
should i be positive or smth...nah..what's e point??
i shall elaborate more on how i did on my papers..this is sorta also my reflection.
If i have to make a reflection for hhp2 on sa2, i'll only need to copy paste this crap..and make it beautiful.
So let's begin this beautiful reflection.
for english, i got a b4..i did ok for sa2 papers..but my stupid oral pulled me down..
i guess i should learn to talk more..but actually i already talk alot..so hmm..
higher malay..i also got a b4..i failed my stupid compo cuz it was "too short" and just passed my paper 1..my essay was like 2 and 1/2 pages ok..i guess they expect more from higher malay students..wadev. i hate malay . i seriously do.
ok next, maths..i did ok i guess..i got an a2..that's my first A like in a really really long time..
but my classmates' results just makes it hard for me to feel proud..cuz like almost everyone in class did a whole lot better than me..this sucks..this really does.
ok. A maths..c5 .
that's all i'm gonna say.
chemistry, c6
i could've gotten higher..but my classmates had to be so good with their answers that the teacher had to minus people's marks..wth.
geog..i passed..YAY!! first time in a really long time.
i hate geography. i really do. memorizing about stuff that i dun care about is really hard..
hy +ss..b4..after moderation..b3..
i really suck at sbqs..i dun understand them..
ok i guess that's all..wish me luck for physics..

i watched "the proposal" yesterday. it was funny.
but the ending kinda expected..
k bye:)

Saturday, October 10, 2009

waddupp??!!

I'm BACK!
exams are OVER!! no, not really..
there's still physics paper 1..boo!!!
it's been so long since i blogged..and it's not cuz i've not been using the computer..i'm just too lazy to sign in to blogger and actually blog...
i dunnoe wat to blog about anyway .
i'm playing mafia wars at facebook now..just learning how to play..quite fun actually..i'm at level 6 now..
i think i did pretty badly for my papers..
haiyya..
i can't stop thinking about how i messed up my phy spa..really HANCUR!!
now i have chem spa to worry about..ughh..
i'm really addicted to listening to this dude...
he's really amazing..and has over 10 thousand subscribers..
he's a true entertainer..
http://www.youtube.com/user/hitmanbreakeroftheye#p/u
he reminds me of someone i know..hahahaha

ok lah..bye!!!:)





Sunday, September 6, 2009

Friday, September 4, 2009

i wish..

today's 16 ramadan..which means two more weeks of fasting..stay strong, fazirah..haha
went back to keming on teachers' day..
disappointed cuz most my friends weren't there..since my school is one of the very few schools that have half day.
furthermore, my teacher didn't even remember my name even after i got her a $3 flower...i know i should've saved it for something way more important .

went out with the gurlz yesterday .we went to jp to buke puase.
i seriously miss those times when we had meals there..after we visited Paramost's home(the library)..
never had those conversations for a really really long time .
then..minutes b4 we were able to eat, we saw ridzwan(nt sure about the spelling).
he was aimlessly looking for seats for him and his ehem..ehem..i shan't say too much..

after eating, we hung around..and i bused home with atiqah..
we talked and talked talked..u noe lah, about what and who..i shan't say too much..
atiqah's secret may be kinda out..but mine..is still a secret..hahahahhhahhaha...

one and a half hours till buke..i'm really really really hungry..my stomach painful like crazy..but it's probably cuz i'm laying down on my stomach.
err..i have no idea wat else to do..
bye-bye:)



Friday, August 21, 2009

waow

like my new skin?

changing skin can be so tiring..

finally..

i've finally sat down to blog after so many weeks..or months?? well, actually i'm lying down..but u noe wak amin..
school has been so tiring and cannot get any boring-er..
common tests are finally over..
nt that satisfied with how i did for the papers..even tho i haven't even get my results yet.
i messed up my english..totally wrong..so probably get very low mark..
maths get back alr..not the satisfied cuz the mistakes i made were like so stupid.
humanities..dun noe lah..ss was tough..wrote crapp..even tried to create own story..
science is like..well, not so bad..people keep saying chem was tough..if ppl say tough, i'd most probaly fail lah..

fasting month starts tomorrow..excited for dunno wat reason..
no more food..:(
sorry for not linking or relinking,friends!
i'll do after this ok :)

ok this are some random old photos..(class sleeping)
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ok bye:D

Saturday, August 1, 2009

tagged..

i was tagged at facebook and i dun noe how that thing works..so i'm just doing it here..since i'm bored. They're actually 50 qns but i'll only answer 30.

01. Who was your last text from?
my mother

02. Where was your default picture taken?
school toilet (facebook)

03. Your relationship status?
single

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
errm..no not really..

05. What is your current mood?
depressed

06. How many siblings do you have?
2

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
on my bed

09. Have a crazy side?
when i'm happy..yes!

10. Ever had a near death experience?
nope

11. Something you do a lot?
sleep in class

12.Angry at anyone now?
a little bit

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
dunno,

14. When was the last time you cried?
just now...was watching a sad show

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
emm... not sure..

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
how the hell i'm gonna be able to wake up early the next day

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my father

18. What is your favorite song?
currently..catch me..atiqah and asyiqin loves it too:)

19. What are you doing right now?
wasting time..trying not to do homewrok

20. Who do you trust right now?
1 thing i learned..you cannot trust anyone..
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
thailand exchange programme..get freee.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
nope.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
shi hui

24. Describe your life in one word?
boring

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
no one.

26. What should you be doing right now?
sleeping..cuz i'm tired.

27. What are you listening to?
my typing

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
asyiqin..we did the H1N1 hug..social distancing is very impt.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
emm..can't quite remember..

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
dunno,

ok, so long suckers!! :)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

HELLO!!!
it's been really long since i've been here. atiqah ask me to post one..I seriously dunno what to say lah..
school boring like crazy!!! slept in class a few times..mate tak leh tahan lah.
had paramost the other day..it was fun lah..but not one of our best performances...it was great to reunite as a rock band again..
me and atiqah have to seriously stop talking about ***** & b**b** .since we've been unseparable, asyik bobal psl dorang je..haii..z
i'll be having 3 tests on Friday..which means 1 period je dun have test since there's only 4 periods on friday. so not looking forward to that lah man!
i have yet to bayar my hutang puase..1 day je..haha..how lucky am I .

Sakinah, sorry lah if i have hurt your feelings. I honestly didn't mean to do whatever i did. Jangan marah2 lagi lah ok. kite friends, tk usah marah2 dong..chey mcm org indon plak..
ok lah..i have to complete my maths homework b4 i go sleep. bye:)

i love my paramost :)

Thursday, June 18, 2009

i had a dream last night

Replaced


this is nice and weird. it's probably gonna be removed soon because i dunno why.
i seriously have nothing to say.
these past few weeks has not been eventful at all.
all i do at home is watch tv all day...at home...all alone.
see, i dun get it..my mom doesn't like me going out and expects me to stay at home alone for days and days...if she only knew it feels like.
she doesn't want me going out but heck...like i ever listen to her...hah.
a very smart tactic is to just go out no matter what...and u get home like really late, just let her nag all she want...cuz nevertheless, u went out already..she can't change that...it's not really much of a tactic really. my sister taught me this. but now she doesn't really need to use it anymore since she's sorta old already. well, what shall i talk about next?
asyiqin has a blog...yay.
since i have nothing else to say, enjoy these pictures of a drunk driver's car in a coffee shop.
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bye :)



Monday, June 1, 2009

homework

i'm at home. alone.
holidays just started. this june holiday i think will really suck.
they're tons of things to do.
my neighbours are making music at the corridor. they're singing some jiwang song.
i'm not sure what the titles of the songs are but they're pretty nice. As for their voices, it's like listening to someone who trying to shit and sing at the same time. yah..eww...
oh well, i'm going to thailand on the 20th. Excited but at the same time..worried...about the virus..and how the hell i'm gonna be able to complete my homework b4 school reopens.
watched the match between Barcelona and Man u yesterday..yeah..i honestly think man u has lost their touch. no offense..but i think Cristiano Ronaldo really hot. that's all.
i really need to start on my homework.
k bye :)

Saturday, May 16, 2009

po po po poker face...


Poker Face (Acoustic Live)

Exams are over! thank god..
went out with BFFs on thursday..
it was quite interesting
i hate that my shirt had "patterns" on it..
really wanted to go to west coast park but sakinah insisted on going to a MALL
see, i've never liked malls.they give me headaches..i do not like crowds..and shops..
after realizing that the new clementi mall is damn small, we went to IMM...and saw xin en and the gang..why?!!
went to eat and of course, i didn't have money and had to eat other people food..yah..pathetic, i know..
found out that suhaimi got 100% for how well do you know sakinah quiz..*winks..
it wasn't much of a surprise .
atiqah got her crush's number and is elated :)
then went home with atiqah .
i lost count how many guys wanted her number..too many...well, that's what u get when u go out with atiqah..but her heart is already taken by ______ .

i'm thinking of questions to ask for "how well do you know me" quiz..
thinking of proper questions, not like some people's quiz..so stupid..made me fail so badly..
if mr quek were to make a quiz, i'd sure fail cuz his questions would be super tricky..
so far i only didn't fail sakinah's and qingshu's quiz..and i dun even know qingshu that well..
i'm so bored right now..have no idea how to do elearning since my printer got no ink..
well, gtg..
bye:)




Tuesday, May 12, 2009

boring..

hi
the past week has nt been that eventful..exams only...
almost all the papers i never finish.,,
i'm super bored at home..there's really nothing to do except for watching tv and eating(which i'm doing quite alot) even though it's exam period.
there's no one else at home.
took physics paper 1 (mcq) today and received the the answer sheet right after..
i gt at least 22/40. what?! i passed . that's a first.
but i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail paper 2. cuz well, there's tons of questions i dun even understand.
this year's sa1 is oh so different from last year's
it's like if u study for like days or even memorise the textbk, you'll still fail.
i din study even study that much..cuz no time..so i'm obviously going to fail..badly :(
going to bukit panjang govt high on monday to take back my higher mly paper,,that day is also e-learning day..urgh..
i dun think i'll do well for higher mother tongue this yr...as if i ever did do well..haha.


wow, i din realise i have been super negative with this post. that's so nt me
so , i shall end this post on a happy note
I WILL PASS MY SA1 WITH FLYING COLOURS!!!
or maybe just wun fail all..hehehh..:)
k bye


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

pure talent



i don't understand why they always have to play a high school musical song at the background whenever the contestant is young..

exams are coming...not started on reavision yet...
higher mother tongue is over ! thank god..
well, yeah..bye :)

Saturday, April 18, 2009

uggh..

I've got three tests tomorrow..haii..if not, more..
maths log test
ss+hy test
higher mly test (have to memorise the sttupid peribahase)
nt looking forward to tomorrow.
i'm starting to hate school.
i miss having more time having concerts in my room and meeting my "fans".
failed another physics test..haii..i really suck at physics..oh well..
k . bye :)

I'm so confused..being fifteen is harder than i thought..

Friday, April 3, 2009

nobody but chu..



can't stop dancing and singing to this.
still trying very hard to master the dance though...
it's quite complicated.

school this week was a sleepy one..
my eye bags are all coming out now.
i have no idea why i'm so sleepy these few days.
hmm..
i really need to take a 1-day mc to sleep..i wonder if they allow that..
left my handphone in the dance studio and realised only when i boarded..
so asked atiqah to check for me..cuz since she has malay dance.
luckily i remembered her number..but she always never answer..
so i called her again, again, again,again, again.
(deep breath)
and again..
sorry if annoyed u or smth..i was just really really worried..
now it's with mdm poniah...a.k.a kak pon..hahah...
luckily nobody stole my hp like the last time.
well, ok.
bye :)

Saturday, March 28, 2009

darkness

my house is in complete darkness...cuz it's earth hour!!!
yes, i do make the effort and i do hope many will .
earth hour is about to end. but it's not too late to start. u can do it anytime, really.
besides, it's a perfect excuse to skip homework...like hellooo...i can't see...!
i really don't understand how some people can be so ignorant about the situation we are facing now..
i mean if you're nt aware abt earth hour, it's ok..
but if you know about it, you dun have say u can't be bothered! it's like saying i can't be bothered about the reason you're alive right now...you can't be bothered about the fact that people in the future may die cuz of your ignorance...
one even said that "it's only one hour, what difference could it make?" like hellooo...changes can only be made if we start somewhere.
(btw, people really said that, in the new paper..)
i know i suddenly sound like a environmental person..but this situation is very serious!
our ozone layer is depleting..and it's for real!
so stop switching on ur aircon cuz "it's a little hot"...
and switch off lights when u're not in the room. do something!
god, please...

k, enough environment talk.
just watched marley and me..and i gotta say...it's very sad..
people should really watch it..and have tissue on standby..hhaha...
it's about this dog who died in the end...
the movie sends a really good message to people..
there are many abandoned dogs/cats around the world...and they're just gonna keep increasing...
we have to do something to protect these poor animals..
pets are not just stuffed animals you abandon once you get tired of it.
they're more than that. treasure them. love them.
dun adopt a pet if you dun think u can be commited in the first place..

i've suddenly become a good person..haha..
but these are the things that truly matter to me.
k, enjoy ur weekend! :)
bye.


Monday, March 16, 2009

hey hey hey

went to an IT show at Suntec City on Sunday...and man, it was damn packed. the whole building was filled with people...even had to queue up to go up the escalator. it's worse that jurong point. hahahha...
but at the end of the trip, got me self a laptop. yayyahh! ahhaah
i'm using it right now. haha...not been doing homework..just been watching "Friends" dvds. and watching movies online. ya..i love rotting at home.
i'm so bored right now...i dun want to do homework cuz it requires me to think and that hurts my brain.
too bad i can't use msn because of duunno what reason lah...makes me even boreder..
and my brother's singing next door is making my ears hurt so bad...stop singing lah!
haiyah...what shall i do?? bathe maybe? yahh..haven't done that yet...
Furby is sleeping like nobody's business...she likes to sleep..ALOT..now i know what she usually does when everybody's out...sleep all day...she's really fat too...becoming more like my brother...


i'm really jealous that atiqah got to go to Batam again...
how i wish i could go on a holiday...
i'm really bored at home...
i need to get out of s'pore..can't stand it anymore..
hope u had an amazing time there, atiqah..
not like me...all alone..in my bedroom...in front of the comp...talking to myself...
i'm not crying..

oh well, bye

oh yah! Paramost, i wanna go out wif u guys...i'm so borereredd!!! i think that's the millionth time i've said that...i dun want to JP please please please...

oh well again, bye again (:





Saturday, March 14, 2009

results, results.

this week, i received my progress report card and american idol results(choir auditions results).
i failed both my sciences. expected liao lah...so just a little sad. the rest ok lah.
choir auditions was really like american auditions lah..i felt like i was really in the show.
we waited outside for about an hour for simon, paula and randy(the conductor and sec 4s) to discuss about our performances
it's a little stupid actually, even my brother says so.
All of us deserve to perform on syf, whatever the results is in the end. all of us worked equally hard for this.
if some of us can't sing, we are still a choir and one choir. why should we eliminate others just because they are not up that standard? selfish much?
but what can we do? this is the world we live in.
and i'm speaking for the people who failed...and the reserves.
and btw, i'm a reserve...sorta like Sharpay in high school musical. and asyiqin is gabriella(sorry asyiqin, u had to be her).
congrats asyiqin for passing. dun feel intimidated just because you're the only sec 3 in altos who passed. they obvioulsy chose u for a reason..cuz you're good.
so be confident, cuz this is your chance. show them what you've got..and u better get bbss a silver or a gold. no pressure. haha..
oh well, bye:)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

crappy sec 3 life

school week has been urgh...nnoying! Oh well, my parents are finally talking again. Finally! now i dun have to share my bed with my mother. Home has been a bore for the past couple of days. There's no one there for me to complain how crappy sec 3 life is..no one there to complain abt my quek. No one there to talk abt my BFFs relationship issues...and gossiping abt this girl in school...All i do at home is talk to myself while watching iritz dramas and do homework which never gets completed..
Eh! but today, I've completed almost all my homework and it's nt even 10pm yet. That's a first! I've even cleaned my room! wow! and it was VERY dusty, let me tell u.
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the smiling tissues. i was sick.
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the stars of the new season of "Lost"
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e3/e4
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birthday card. by asyiqin. thank u :)

And Sak, dun be angry with him anymore. He's not worth ur anger (i noe that didn't make sense). He made a bad choice. It's his loss.
Move on...go for someone worth ur time.
I'm ur fairy godmother..trust me..I know what i'm saying.
Stop brooding over that stupid person.

k then..bye:)

Friday, February 27, 2009

slumdog millionarre

Since i failed my physics ct...badly, i decided to treat myself by watching the movie. Actually, my mom bought the vcd like a month ago or smth...but never really cared, cuz that time i didn't really know how big the movie really was. by the cover, i thought it was just another pointless bollywood movie (no offence to bollywood), filled with upbeat and lame songs. but i was wrong...duh..
First of all, overall, the movie is really sweet and romantic. It's very real, not like high school musical...(no offence to high school musical). You'll really get a real insight of the lives of the people living in the slums. My gosh, it was horrible. It was very beautifully written.. and smart in a way...
How it was his "destiny" to be with her...aww...
but hor..i a little not happy because ah...he's Muslim then he go kiss the girl...on the lips..
haiyah...where can? dosa tuu!
the movie won 8 oscars i think...wahh...give me one lah.

Oh well, i did really badly for my ct so far. Well, that's life. Like my father say, just do your best. if your best is nt the best, then whatever. lame eh..haha
there's like a group of melayu guys singing jiwang songs, playing guitar downstairs.
Sumbang sekali, kalau tk lei nyanyi, nyanyi kt rumah sahaje lah..tk usah sakitkan telinga org lain. (no offence)..

oh well, i like saying oh well.. and oh well, i got to sleep..
bye:)




Saturday, February 21, 2009

common tests so common.

helllo:D
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poor Rihanna
swollen nose, oversized lips :(
Chris Brown must die!!! mUahahHa!!

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those were the days

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those were the pizzas...and ME!

common tests start on monday.
haii..why must so early one?
i haven't studied for anything yet...hahaha
SA1 den study...common test the questions must be very common one mah...so not hard. haha
hmm...
i'm not confident in passing all my subjects cuz i'm usually very lost almost all my classes
i only act i know what the teacher is saying.
while actually i have no clue.
cuz practically everyone in my class knows what the cher's saying.
honestly, i do not know how to study.
it's easy to say, but never easy to do.
i usually study and learn nothing in the end.
:D

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

malay

since my higher mother tongue teacher says that i really have to really improve on my malay. (with her squeaky and annoying voice) , i shall post this in malay. and...ade kene mengene seorang budak cine dalam kelas aku. kalau dier faham kan, mampos kang! harap2 dier tkde kwn melayu la eh. Kalau ade pon, watever la!

Ok. this is an example of how NOT to write in malay.
Gua sudah fed up sama prangai dier sak!
Sejak aku first time jumper dier, aku da tk suke dier.
cket2 je complain. tu tk betol la, ni tk betol la. pk kau perfect nah ke pe!
tapi gua diamkan je...well, i'm nice u see.
tapi biler kau nk marah2 org tk tentu psl, that's when i dun turn out nice u see.
aku benar2 rasa aku telah landing dlm salah kelas.
ku sentiasa bersendirian
most probably cuz i can never feel comfortable around anyone dalam kelasku.
cket2 je jeling2.
aku benar2 rindukan 2e4.
kadangkala, ku ternangis terfikirkan nasibku ini.
bukan semua dalam kelasku teruk.
ade jugak yg make me feel welcomed, thank u.
NK TUKAR KELAS!!!
tadi aku gadoh sama bdk cine tu.
Paramost bersetuju bahawa she's merepek even though they only met her once.
aku mcm nk tumbok2 je muke dier tapi malangnya, ku tk pakar biken gitu2 nye bende.
sape2 nk tlg, silakan :D
the mounting pressure from schoolwork plus masalahku ini is really giving me a headache.
i wish paramost was in one class once again.
that way, when i burp, people won't jeling at me. bitch.

well, i really nd a break.

atiqah, ur welcome. it was my pleasure.

bye:D

Friday, February 13, 2009

new blog skin

my blog created problems again :(
everything was gone...haii
i think my blog gt kena virus .
i was fed up.
but like i said before, life has to go on.
so i did. and tried my best to find a decent blog skin and this is the best i could get.
it took me 3 hrs to fix it.
very the irritating.
i thought of deleting my blog but i figured that is was too wasted.
please mind the crap i wrote on my tagbox. i was testing it.

today is Valentines' Day!
err...not so happening.
i would like to thank my paramost for the sweet mgs and khadijah, if u're reading this.
really sorry for not sending them back to u.
cuz my pp8 very the limited money.
yesterday, at school gt song dedication thing.
and they played paramost's hit, "Misery Business"
we rocked out like nobody's business.
get it? "we rocked out to misery business like nobody's business"
ahahahaha..
everyone around us was like what's wrong with these ppl.
i cannot believe they din recognize us..like, hello. we're Paramost. i think they dun really listen to music that much.
i lost my spectacles..AGAIN..:(
haii, haven't told my parents yet
this would be like the billionth time i lost it (that's 1000000000)
my parents are gonna kill me.

and btw, i got 10/15 for my geog test. (pheww!)

k. bye. i really nd to get of the computer.


Sunday, February 8, 2009

my life would suck without you

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my primary 5 class..ya...i was short. (beside cher)
i do kinda miss them..

i really have no idea what to do for my maths project.
waiting for inspiration. it's taking way too long.
k.
my first a maths test-2/20..i know ):
but the second-10/10..i know :)
emaths-19/30 (i passed, pheww!)
social studies-21/24
my geog test-die liao!
i really don't like geog..and now i'm taking pure geog. what's wrong with me?
i'm learning abt volcanoes and those other shit.
now, i really feel like i should've taken triple science instead. at least it'll be a little more interesting. too bad, my sciences not that good.
haiyah...
too late to have regrets now.
i really would like to a one week break. cuz i'm exhausted.


Friday, January 30, 2009

missing

k, the reason as to why my skin is gone and replaced with a very simple one, my links are gone, my tag box is empty and is just really not done is because i accidentally did something that caused my template to disappear...so, all gone. I was pretty fed up. but life has to go on.

and that is why i have this brown colour skin. Received my first tag by 3e1 the blog. it looks pretty well done...must've taken a long time to do. but i still prefer 2e4 '08...hopefully the "got a lot of time" people would like to help me make my blog a little nicer.

i'll slowly link people ok...

bye.

i dun hate u.
how could i?

Friday, January 23, 2009

what?

I wouldn't have gone if i knew i'll be back so late.
I wouldn't have joined if i knew i'd been treated this way.


What did i do to deserve this?


i'm tired of pretending it doesn't hurt cause it does.
Well, but what can i do?
if only you'd tell me...

Sunday, January 18, 2009

school and hp

my father just gave me his old hp after he bought a new one...not sure wat brand but it's expensive. i think this is the 2nd time he is passing down his phone to me...ya...just leave the second hand to me. I'm not complaining though. at least it has a camera phone...i'm still not used to the fact that i have a camera phone. my (past)phones has always been the kinds the army ppl have one..

So far, school is okay. Just that the food is really expensive and my allowance is still the same. And moving around and going up very high storeys after every lesson is very tiring. syf trainings have been really torturing also...next wk gt audition some more..haha..like american idol liddat...but this one tougher..

And Atiqah, dun be upset abt the $50 anymore alright. maybe ni mmg petunjuk (chey..mcm ustazah)..petunjuk not to mintak interests. hopefully you'll get back ur $50 in one way or another
:D

this is funny...best rest assured, it isn't true.



bye:D