3e creativity

Just checked out the timetable for class for next yr..and i'm in 3E Creativity??? What's up with that?? what is bbss trying to do,man?
my form teachers are mr danny cha and miss melissa lim...have no idea who the hell they are..
but if i'm not wrong ms lim taught 2e3 maths last yr..wait..i mean this yr..
well,been trying to download that stupid maths software to complete ms Ng's hw but i dunno how to..
SO not looking forward to going back to school..
i'll sure miss rotting at home and waking up just in time to watch the rachel ray show and see her cook..

Went to some place in malaysia on Christmas with parents..they force me one..
they think i'll be bored staying at home..ya right..i have tv OK..
I'm currently obsessed with The Little Nyonya..been cursing and screaming in front of the tv these few days..fortunately my family are kinda used to it already.
I bet THIS FASHION has been sponsoring their clothes for the show.(only Paramost would understand) :D

Hmm..new year's coming soon..so i would like to take this opportunity to wish the people who are reading my blog which is not alot..but i dun care..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

. bye .

Paramost never stops

Paramost posing with a fan..after our concert..
The fan so nervous until cannot smile properly.teehee..
Thank you for ur support!

i got 2nd for madrasah exams..yay!
Last time my class got like almost 18 people and now, one by one, they left..
And now only got 7 people. aiyoyo...
I got no. 1 before and i was like primary 4 or something..
and there was like a small prize giving ceremony...and my picture was taken..
they put the picture on the wall..to like make the parents think that they are very generous people as if they give prizes every yr..padehal that was the one and only prize giving ceremony ever..haha
Now, my face in the picture kena poked all over with pins..there are holes all over my face...it's sad to have to walk pass every week and see ur face being tortured like that...
it has taught me a very valuable lesson though..NEVER BE NUMBER ONE..second is fine.

Went to school for choir yesterday..it started at nine..and i woke up at nine.
It was like nver going to end...dreadful i tell you..
Then met up with Paramost to visit the mall nearby our home..JP! (our home is the boon lay library btw..just haven't really become a house yet.)
See, Paramost has alot in common with Miley in Hannah Montana..
We go to school in the morning like normal teenagers..with normal friends..
But at night, we rock out on stage! yeah!
We are thinking about recording our own version of "Best of Both Worlds"..yay!
K that's all for now..
need to watch ellen show..
byebye:)

you take me the way i am..

Feel oh so giddy listening to this. :)

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

*Not looking forward to the weekend cuz parents are at home...means no waking up at 2pm :(

the school is big

Not been blogging for a long time now. Well, i've been really busy..busy sleeping . My weekend was the most tiring ever...well..not really. Monday was Hari Raya Haji..had to wake up really early to go see sheep or lambs(which ever's the correct one) being sacrificed..It was my first time looking at it close up and personal..(maybe not so personal la). It wasn't as gruelling as i imagined it to be..It was a little sad but after i saw so many being slaughtered already, the "sadness" goes away...I've heard that the poor thing part is when the sheep/lamb are hung and are skinned and their bodies are being cut..some of them not even dead yet . I didn't go see that one cuz it was quite far from the shelter and it was raining heavily. I dun think i would even want to see it.

I've gone to school (newly-built). The school was kinda big, compared to the one at toh tuck..duh! I bet it's gonna be really tiring travelling around the school this time...aiyo..Bought books already and wAh!so many and THICK some more..Die already la.

k..Tata!

sick

Missing them a whole lot :)

I've been sleeping at 3am and waking up at 2pm for the past couple of weeks. Weird eh? It's not like I set alarm or I've been having late nights but it's always like that. And I'm sick..first, came sore throat,then cough, and now flu. Atiqah's germs from Bukit Batok central must have spread to my house. Thank you, Atiqah. I guess it's season. I've also been listening to people (who are trying to be famous) sing on youtube. Eveyone's doing it now and it's starting to get annoying. Hate it when people praise singers who are just pretty/handsome when their voice are obviously "sumbang" (horrible). Depend on looks only..what for?

And I found out that Asyiqin's grandmother has passed away. Hope that her family and herself are doing okay :)
Ok. Btw, it's very hard to have my concerts when I'm sick.
And my bedroom is finally clean and I did it all by myself. YAY.
Vacuumed and sneezed. Lucky I'm not allergic :)
K. Bye.

if i were a boy

i love this song by Beyonce and I loved it even more when Lisa Lavie sang it :)

facebook

I was bored and alone...

I just created a Facebook account cuz I was bored. It's pretty cool actually compared to Friendster...hahaha...There, you can like review stuff, know about events and all that other stuff...But too bad there's not too many people i know there. A lot of primary school friends have accounts there.

Earlier, I was browsing through this website. The clothes there are kinda nice. Even though some very "not my age would wear one", some are wearable and nice. If only i had the money to shop like that. Going out with parents also won't get to buy clothes one. Sometimes, I feel like my parents use the fact that my sister kinda has lots of clothes that fit me as an excuse not to buy me clothes. I still remember last time my sister and I had a big fight and didn't talk for months because got was sick and tired of me wearing her clothes. Thank you, Mom, for not buying me clothes. But now we don't fight so much cuz she's rarely home. I don't want to say that's a good thing but whatever lah..
I do hope she gets married soon and move out so that I can talk to myself in my bedroom without worrying she'll suddenly come home and open the door. Very embarrassing.

Oh well, byebye:)

2 months till fifteenth birthday..I'm old

I've been doing nothing at home except having my own concerts in my bedroom for the past few days. It's really fun, even alone..My madrasah exams are finally over..thank god! I just downloaded Taylor Swift's album, Fearless, and I've been listening to that song non-stop. I've been syiok-sendiri-ing with that song for 2 days now. Yesterday, I went to Botanical Gardens with aunt and cousin. And that place is huge. We fed the fishes there with cheap bread. They were really big and a bird, a swan i think was so hungry that it was biting the bridge it was under. Pathetic. But the best part came when we ate at Swensens AGAIN. hehe..da tk lei stop. My father recently bought a brand new digital camera..org da dpt CPF gitulah. My sister too just bought a $900 camera...crazy..And cannot even give me $2. As for me, I still have my camera-less hp. I've been treating it like shit these few days. for eg, it "accidentally" fell down the stairs when I wanted to take out my wallet out of my pocket. I really can't wait to turn fifteen & get my IC and work! yay! I have to admit, life is quite boring when you're not able to capture special moments..chey..
I don't really have much to say.
So, Adios!

3E1 '09

Just found out i'll be 3E1 next yr. Mixed feelings about that class. I got my first choice which was not really my choice. My mother is happy but I'm not so crazy about it. I was hoping i din get the 8 subjects but I did. I could appeal but what's the point? Just have to work super duper hard la. I'm gonna miss 2E4 and esp Paramost so much! 3e1 almost like no one frm 2e4 seh..But got Helmi..Muahahahahaha! i have no idea why i just laughed like that.

Yesterday, watched A Walk to Remember for the 2nd time..And I cried AGAIN :( It's just so sweet. Watching the movie just made me want to know how true love would feel like. It has got to be best thing in the whole world. But I'm still young, what do i know?

Love alone is capable of uniting living beings in such a way as to complete and fulfill them, for it alone takes them and joins them by what is deepest in themselves.
by Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

k bye(:

how six songs collide

loving this(:

Check out the lyrics here.
k byee:D

hsm 3

I'm getting annoyed by Troy and Gabriella! Stop it ekh...must act so lovey-dovey in front of their friends meh. Gabriella da la kuat meraj0k..hsm1 majok abeh nyanyi "When there was me n u", then hsm2 nyanyi gotta go my own way. But at last kawan2 diier jugak yg kene pujok diier..pk kau byk besar ke pe. troy dah la act mcm diier hansem & cool sgt...gabriella pulak act cute...ketawe mcm budak2 kecik. i dun like the hsm 3 storyline. So boring..And there's waaayy to much singing.

My version.

This would be more nice.
Gabriella start to fail her Maths...really badly. And for her SA2 she got F9..
She has been so busy sms-ing Troy until she slack like hell.
Her mother very angry la and confiscated her hp. Then she sang...And sing a sad song titled "I gotta use msn..it's the only way."
Sharpay on the other hand...since she didn't get the role in hsm1 and studied very hard and she got A1 for all her subjects.
Then, the school want to make a spring musical. Evryone wants Gab and Troy to play the lead..duhh...
But Gab has to pass her Maths to pull up her grades to be allowed to perform..
Troy is very upset...and goes to an empty area and sings alone while dancing in a weird manner.
Sharpay realised how bad of a person she has been and decided to tutor Gabriella. But Gabriella action..she say if Sharpay tutor her...she'll get G10 for sure. Troy overheard their coversation and saw her true colours. Troy angry with Gab..Sharpay and Troy then decided to do the musical together. And they fell deeply in love as they perform "Everymorning"..And they kiss.
Aww...sweet hor..
k. bye:D

love story

We were both young when i first i saw you..(:

swensens

poor thing, eh ?

Today my sister treat my mom and i eat at Swensens(westmall). first time eat there la. very the jakon:D the mac & cheese is delish! Then outside got Watsons i think got last day sale. got perfume, valentine thing, buffer all sold at only 50cents. Ape lagi...i buy the perfume la...quite nice smell leh..
Just now i had my madrasah exam...got two papers but only studied for one..tu lah...nk tgk Mean Girls sgt kn...School finish still nd to study .During the exam, ppl talk2 the teacher also never scold. Even if can talk, my classmates all action, dun wan tell answer..hmmph..
That day, watched Power Rangers and it reminded me of my BFFs...): I'm Yellow ranger!
I'm so bored.
:D
Byeybybye laaa....

fuck you

Someone in my house has stolen all my Hari Raya money which is ALL my money. I have feeling I know who it is...but i have no proof. argh! It just makes sense that you're the one who'd steal money since u really really really need it badly. With this habit of just stealing when you're broke won't let u go far. Fuck you. Oh well, this is just an accusation. Maybe i misplaced the money...but i specifically remembered where i placed the money the last time i checked it and now it's mysteriously gone???? Now, i confirm cannot go ETP...And i hope u'll get what u deserve for stealing my money...

And again...Fuck you!

Bye:D

Hot N Cold - Katy Perry

The starting is cute :D

farewell dear friends

I'll really miss you, 2E4...



And i may have kinda accidentally misplaced the puzzle piece. Sorry...

cuz it's a boring day

I'm alone at home. Booooo!!! Well, not really. My bro's at home but he never comes out of his room unless he's hungry. I'm so bored cuz Paramost didn't have practice today...Now, I'm just listening to sad songs which make me feel even lonelier. My room is damn dark and the glare of the computer screen is really painful to the eyes. Furby also dun want to layan me. hmmph..
Just now after school went to Westmall with Paramost for a while and had then had lunch at Mac. And saw Janice and Shi Hui doing Chemistry. Then we did a little experiment with coke and salt. The reaction was pretty cool and bubbly. Then we added curry sauce. It didn't dissolve and looked like taik cair dropping into the toilet bowl. Some Malay guys with tattoos sat beside our table and kinda saw our little experiment and when they had enough, they left(probably off to do an experiment after being inspired by us). They waved at us and Paramost, being very friendly and nice people, waved back to our fans. Too bad they didn't ask us for our autographs. Then went back home...Boring kan??

Internet addiction

hi-yaak!

"bergantung je kt telepon!"

emoing..
.
steaming:D

BYE:D!!!!!!

concerto!

Some random pics i got from my brother's com...(:

"Eh, want to fight uh?! Not happy come uh!"

Eh, my house look quite nice ekh...

Today school ended at 12.30 instead of 1 .yayy! but Ng extended to 12.45. hmmphh..So, went to my house for rehearsal/concert with Paramost. And guess what ?? Our electric guitar player, Sakinah! finally attended our rehearsal and cncert. Due to her busy schedule and fierce momma, she has not been able to attend any of our rehearsals. hmmph..
We waved at our No. 1 Fan and non-paid Bodyguard before we left for rehearsal. We dressed up pretty beautifully. Today was probably the funnest rehearsal we've ever had cuz the whole band was there. Then, smth quite confusing happenned and we had to just ignore it.
Oh well, I should probably do my Maths now. See, artiste also must do homework. Ape la naseb..
Bye(:

subject selection

Finally did my subject selection thingy. And it was a disaster. Switched on the computer at 4pm (I know very last minute) and I got a little distracted playing Spider Solitaire. So, then I tried to log in to the subject selection thing and guess what?? I couldn't! rghh! So tried and tried and tried and tried again and again and still couldn't. Then I wanted to use my brother's internet since his internet is so much better and (faster). But he didn't let me. I was so annoyed la. I had very little time left and he was so selfish. So, I tried to call Atiqah to help me do the subject selection. And she didn't pick up. Had to call 9 times b4 she called me back (I'm impatient,what can i say?) Then she was able to log in. wth. I actually haven't really chosen what combination to take and she asked to me to faster. Under all that pressure, I may have made a bad decision by taking the 8-subject combination. Die le. I chose 2a as my 1st choice. But thanks Atiqah!(: .My mother forced me to take the 8 subjects one la. She wanted me to take triple science. Siao ah! That's where Jermyn will be and like I got chance like that. Texted Sakinah and she say she took 3a as her first choice. I was like, "Oh man...why???" Oh well, there's nothing I can do now except wait...Hopefully I'll get the combination that I truly can handle and enjoy.

"I love you, Paramost !"
Buy our album...Coming out soon in stores that u never thought existed.

exam papers

outside suhaimi's house

inside suhaimi's house

my baby

Atiqah's pink room

got my sa2 papers today .a little disappointed for some subjects and kinda shocked for some . so here it is ;

Eng: 63/100 (not bad la)
Maths: 76/100 (yaay! first time A1)
Sci: 62/100 (phy-32, chem-30)
Hml: haven't get yet (not expecting gd results though)
Lit: 30/75 (supposedly 43...teacher anyhow mark)
Geog: 63/100
HE: 73/100
Art: 76/100 (didn't expect that at all)

Well, they're not that impressive but what's done is done . no use worrying so much about it .
hopefully i'm in top 85 in the level .if not, my mom will go crazy .
k, till then
Bye(:

update

On Tuesday , we went Jalan Raye . yaay!There was the 2E and some 2NA people . It was quite gerek and worthwhile when i reached home and counted how money i got ! $20 !!! didn't realize going to 8 houses would take an entire day! Finally got to meet Asyiqin's(gatal/kurang ajar) maid. wah...in front of ppl want to act so innocent . but behind ppls' backs go and wear sexy2, show ur pantat(ass) at Asyiqin's father and want to marry with some Bangla somemore. U think u so hot uh???!!! Bangla pon tknk la. Asyiqin's house got buffet. wow! Shahmi got to meet Syahmi(dunno correct spelling)....And wah, Farhan...kau Asyiqin's bapak nye favourite la. masih ade harapan la nmpaknye.haha. Dun give up in what u believe in cuz dreams really do come true( wow...nice song ). Moving on, we went to Sak's house as the grp gets smaller and smaller. It was my 2nd time there. Sume org nye rumah aku dah pernah pergi lah .haha .I cried cuz of some reason i dunno. Sakinah's mother seemed really strict and i felt like running away. Ruqaiyah was way cute(: After that the gerlz thought we were going home and Sak wore her mother's slippers to send us to bustop . Then turned out still got Shahmi's house. We thought he scared abeh tk jadi but i guessed he overcame his fear and went for it. We wanted Sak to follow but she was in her mother's slippers. apela. Shahmi's house was like hulu-hulu(dun think that's a word) and somewhere i've never been before. The interior design of his house tak mahu kalah. i was like "wow!" And i saw some interior design magazines which i do enjoy browsing through .pretending as if i had a house.His younger sis was very very similar to him man ! the way she walk and the expression on her face was so the same as Shahmi's. Din noe sibs could be that similar. Then we went home, dgn kaki melecet, walked quite a distance to the bustop and took 187 with Atiqah and Nabilah. When we got off the bus and said our goodbyes, as i walked to the interchange, I had a scary feeling that Atiqah was hit by a car( like in movies like that)as she crossed the road. Weird eh ? I almost wanted to call her to ask her whether she was fine. But didn't cuz scared later she think i crazy.
Oh well, good things had to come to an end and the next day, had to go to school . stupid shit!

Atiqah, Asyiqin, Sakinah and me really want to start our rock band which does not make use of instruments. yaeah! just now over at my house after school, we had a rock concert. Rumah mcm nk roboh. Asyiqin was the drummer who was drumming the air , Atiqah was on keyboard and no, she din use the computer keyboard, she used the ironing board, and i was the lead singer/guitar player tak tentu arah. We did a lot of head banging until Atiqah's clip broke and my hair become like lion! My fan in my room was spoiled so we perspired like hell. Then we went to West Mall cuz i need to meet my auntie. asyiqin and atiqah met her too.

Eh, long post uh! My fingers damn tired sia .
Well, k till then
Bye(:
*sry i never talk about the houses at Bukit Batok area there. tk jakon psl Bukit Batok sgt uh..hhehe

i just love you Leona!

i never fail to get goosebumps when i hear her sing. i fell in love with her before "Bleeding Love". She's damn good la and i have no idea she how she reaches such an incredible note flawlessly. When she won X Factor, i was like yay! she deserved it:D And i love the way she talks too...haha, it's so british.



k till then, Bye:)

guitar hoooray!

Obsessed with this one.


yay....finally gt my guitar today at Big Bookshop . Now i can't stop smiling. hehe. i've wanted a guitar since i learned how to talk .well, not really but isn't that what i'm supposed to say.I would always pretend to play guitar with my badminton racket .u knoe, the shape is similar and all. but now i can finally play or at least pretend to play a real guitar . I've wanted it since i was really young but never had the cash. My parents have never supported my future music career...cheyy. My mother scolded me cuz i bought the guitar and even wanted me to give her the rest of my hari raya money even though i already gave half of it to her alr...wth. she not happy seh.i think she really dun want me neglect my studies by learning to play guitar . she dun want me to be artiste lah . Belajar only! Binget uh gitu! Of course uh to her, i'm like her only hope cuz my sibs have been kinda disappointing. I'm not here to judge but a lot of pressure tau being the youngest. And i do not like pressure . I just really hope that my sibs will one day make my parents proud even though they're kinda too old to do so...

Ok, back to guitar...This year is the first year i'm saving my hari raya money. wow. I would usually spend spend spend. Biase uh , da boros. It was definitely difficult to keep the money out of shops but i had to no matter what . guitar nye psl. My sis sae if was $30++ . Then turned out $50!!! what ! paying for it was a nightmare. i couldn't breathe .no air, no air...but i have to say thanks to asyiqin and atiqah for making all of this possible. Thnk u asyiqin for holding my money and flaunting it here and there. thank u atiqah for paying for me . like i said, no air..no air...

When we were there, we found instruments for our band. there was the toy "keyboard" for atiqah, the coolest toy drumeset ever for asyiqin, the fruitty guitar for sakiinah and a cute toy microphone . It was perfect! but we didn't have the money . haiizz...laen kali aje lah.
Fooled around with the webcam with atiqah just now. It was really awkward and silent. hehehe

Hmm...k la . nd to sleep . tommorrow jln raye .yay!
til then ,
Bye:D

enjoy!

In car:D

yayness! exams are finally over. can finally enjoy. yeah right...so bored seh at home . Just now at Westmall wif pals was kinda fun. I was trying so hard not to get money out of my wallet. Cuz usually during hari raya period i would spend my money like nobody's business and it would finish within a few days. But this year is different. I'm trying to turn over a new leaf . I'm not very good at saving money....i've been trying to do so since i was really young. i would like save for two days and it'll be gone after that two days . It's definitely very hard to save but i'm not gonna give up and besides, i'm saving to buy something special. No more going downstairs to buy Old Chang Kee...
Well, i have no idea what to do on Monday and Tuesday cuz no school . Jalan Raya ? Syiok Sendiri kt rumah ?? :DD
Till then , Bye(:

selamat hari raya yo!

yay...tomorrow's the day . i'm just super duper excited tonight . i din even think of studying for home econ paper at all. i'm using my bro's laptop cuz he went out. apelah! malam raye gi klua buat ape ? but at least i get to use the laptop where the internet is just damn fast compared to the one in my room. i played wif my anak sedare(cousin's child) from Malaysia. she's just super cute la. she had fun playing wif Furby as she chased Furby around the house and Furby tried to run as fast as she could. But I hated it when she cried . Furby also gt a little annoyed i think . Well, i wish all muslims in the world a happy and joyous hairy raya !




These are some photos i intend to send for next year's Singapore's Next Top Model.

haha...just kidding:D

damn it ! i'm currently experiencing a major headache and sweating like hell . i think i'm gonna be sick . NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
Well , k till then
bye!

exams are so annoying

EOY is almost over...just one more week to go . done with english, literature, geography and higher mother tongue . sitting for the higher tongue paper was just horrible...it was freeezzing cold in the hall la . the fan was facing directly at me...and it was not even swinging . and there was a cooler some more . so fucked up . My paper was was so crumpled at the end of the paper because of the flippin pages and fan blowing . ppl sitting arnd me also poor thing...their papers was flying arnd and mine did too . i complained to the teacher also never do anything. i may have slipped out a few curse words cuz it was so frustrating . shit ! i was fasting . i was shivering throughout the paper la . and i didn't have a watch and there was no clock in the hall . so when i was doing the summary (the last part) , i thought like i only 15 mins left . so, i didn't plan it and just wrote shit . then end up, after i finished, the teacher say we had another 1/2 hr . urgh. so i decided to check...i hate checking . it just reminds me of the crap i wrote just to get to the next question . i dun think i'll do too well for this paper cuz let's just say my mly isn't that good.

there's still maths and science paper b4 hari rayA . crap . and did i tell u exams are just so annoying ??
k till then.
bye:D

stand up 2 cancer

watched Stand Up 2 Cancer on cable yesterday. It was quite sad and i felt like donating money but sadly, dun have any :(
Kinda liked the song A BUNCH of female singers sang. This youtube video probably has the longest title ever :D Btw, Mariah Carey sang like she was in pain...probably just too sad about cancer. The song made me Stand Up and go look for food in the refrigerator. haha.

JUST STAND UP for Cancer - Video 9/5/2008 - Donate now!!!! Carrie Underwood, Mariah Carey, Beyoncé, Mary J. Blige, Rihanna, Fergie, Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Bedingfield, Miley Cyrus, Leona Lewis, Keyshia Cole, Ashanti and Ciara



I'm doing Art. No good:(

school's apening

school's opening tomorrow. This is the time when you regret not spending the holidays wisely. Oh yes. I wished the holidays was longer. My homework are all done(NOT!). I have no idea how to wake up for school tomorrow. Just got used to no alarm waking me up every morning. On Wednesday i woke up like abt 3+.Wow. Now, I'm just too lazy to even do a Math question.

However, i'm kinda glad school's opening...because my lonely days are over! No more talking to myself and Furby which btw is still in heat. I'll be talking alot tomorrow. But not too much because fasting. Oh yes. later thirsty. I'm having sore throat. Not the best time. My throat hurt so bad. But at least my voice like rockstar...haha. Hmm...gotta finish my maths.

till next time :D

cats in heat

Furby(me pet cat) is in heat again. This is the second time throughout her life. It's seriously weird to sorta have a sex maniac in the house. She making really weird sounds too. Then i got curious and decided to do some research. Furby is actually going through heat cycles in her stage of her life.

Heat Cycles in Cats

Once a female cat reaches puberty, she becomes a queen, and estrus - sometimes spelled "oestrus" (heat) - cycles will start. In domestic cats heat cycles run generally from January through August, depending on location and climate.

Until she mates or is spayed("sunat"), these estrus cycles will repeat as often as every two or three weeks, causing distress to both the queen and her human companions. During these cycles, Queenie's entire focus will be on escaping the house to mate, or to mate with a male companion, if you are careless enough to have whole males in the same household. She will be single-minded in her need to mate, will loudly vocalize (call), and lurk near doors, just waiting for the chance to meet up with one of the noisy feline Romeos who will cluster near your house, fighting for the privilege of impregnating your queen.

If this was taught in biology, I'd been interested (:

This is a video taken of the last time Furby was in heat.

Cameraman: me
Sound Effects: Asyiqin
Err..: Atiqah
Bye!

NDP

I MISS NDP !!! I Miss Coming Home Late Every Saturday. I Miss Taking Bus Rides To Marina . I miss wearing that hideous costume and putting on yellow stuff on my face.

I also miss updating my blog. I'm not sad anymore because I've found my medicine. Wth am i saying? I'll try to keep smiling.
YYAYYE ! fasting tomorrow. wow . then it'll be hari raya , kA-cHiiNg!

Cat Romance

Furby's relatives were bored and decided to do this. This was taken on the day we got Furby.

Depression

I'm super sad. I'm listening to depressing songs right now. I can't stand my fa****.i need to live somewhere else. Nobody cares. Nobody listens...Why am i studying so hard for? Nobody will care. I'm just doing it cuz evryone's doing it .

hi there

i need to find a new blog skin . the picture show the photobucket thing .
now using brother's laptop cuz he's out . too bad i can't spend too much time using the lappy cuz nd to do homework . haiyah .
sorry about wat i said , brother ! i din mean it .
borrowed "the notebook" book .
thought it would be fun to read but not really cuz i already know what's gonna happen next .
realize that i suck at reading during oral i had weeks ago .
especially hate it when i see someone read 5 pages already when i'm only at my first. urgh !
i try to read fast . sometimes skip paragraphs somemore but still SO slow .
the thing is that when i'm reading , i make sure i understand every single thing until i have no time to read the whole book .
really hate choir . i like singing and all but the attendance thing is really killing me . entah2 kiter melayu , nk tunjok terror uh . padehal ade org ciner kau yg slalu tk dtg kau buat bodoh .
melayu je diier nk perhatikan . bodoh lah .
nk quit tapi byk sgt points uh dah kumpul .nnt wasted plak eh .
ms marinda has gone crazy .
mr lee kambing is cool .
marinda's father's name is Ali and so is Lindsay Lohan's younger sis . haha . Ali Lohan !
now i must go and get ready for macdonalds .
mak ajak makan .

bye . i love furby!

The Notebook

Just watched "The Notebook" at Youtube . It's super duper sad lah . Din know i could be so emotional till now .I was in tears towards the end of the movie . Of course the movie got a lot of "kiss kiss" scenes but i still couldn't help crying so hard .It's about these two lovers who come from completely two different worlds - the girl is damn rich and the guy is poor .the girl's parents din approve of the guy because he was poor .then she was forced to move to another country .they were both very depressed .he wrote to her everyday for a year but her mother kept all the letters .so the girl actually thought it was over for real .then a few years later, she, already engaged to a rich man, went back to meet the poor guy . they fell in love again .they finally got married . now they are old . she has dimentia .the guy, even though he's so old , is still madly in love with her and is heartbroken to see his wife suffering from dimentia . she also loves him but has to be reminded of how they fell in love .they died together in the end . okay lah . i really like the movie . i feel like watching Kung Fu Panda soon .

BYEBYEBYE(:
i wished i had more money .

witnessed someone die

Hello there .just got back from Sabah today .very tired lah . the place was ok lah .did not quite enjoy myself as much because i had stomachache all the way .my legs are tired of walking at the pasar malams and such. who knew my mother had such strong legs .

On my trip back to Singapore , as we were getting out of the aeroplane ,something oh so terrible happened .an old auntie was trying to wake her husband who was sitting two seats in front of me, as they had to get out of the plane .he never woke up .he was unconscious ! then a nigga called out for help . some of the staff came to help as fast as possible to see wat telah happen .den ppl at the back all cannot get out because no space . slowly more doctors came .it was so scary witnessing the doctors trying to revive the poor old man .there was like no hope uh .i started to tear up .very sad .his pulse came and go .the situation was so kecoh .about 30mins past but still nothing .All i know is that he is now at Singapore General Hospital and the chances of him making it is like super duper slim .i pity the old man's wife .

After all of that sadness ,i need to go and rest .I'll another post more abt sabah next time maybe .

Till next time ,
BYE bye the old Man and all of you .

UPDATE

HELLO PEOPLE ! And yea ,the holidays are here ! Looking forward to an exciting holiday .yay. the headline for the month-long holiday has got to be the trip to Sabah ! it's going to be my third time on an airplane i think. very reluctant to get onto one .Guess I watched to many aeroplane crashing show. hehe .the fear just grows as I get older. But I thiink the it's going to be quite fun lah .cuz my parents paid quite a sum for it .

During this holiday too, a kid from Thailand is coming to stay at my place for 3nights .All part of the Singapore-Thailand exchange programme thing .haiyah .dunno how i got selected for the thing . For me ,this only means one thing and that is I HAVE TO CLEAN MY ROOM! ms Ngiam say must make them feel comfortable in my house & my whole house is a disaster actually .what do u expect ? i have a working mom and no maid .haha .next year, i'll be off to Thailand .yeah !

hmm...got a new phone by the way .if u din noe, i recently lost my handphone at Bedok Camp .after i lost it ,i realised how expensive the phone was actually .i have never treated it with care for all the years i've spent with it .kept making it drop on purpose making it look like an accident .I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to my dear phone .i know it's too late and you're now someone else's (the fucking chibai who stole my phone) but i really hope that u'll find the happiness u've always wished for with ur new owner .I shall treat my new phone with all my love and care .and fyi, my parents bought me a new phone cuz i did fairly well for my SA1 .no camera but still needs the love .\

TILL NEXT TIME .
Love,
fazirrah

take a bow

just realized there's two versions of "Take a Bow";by Rihanna and Leona Lewis . actually there's another one by Muse but that one not that nice . both the versions also nice , different tune uh .but both talking abt same thing .but very weird seh .how can the title all the same then the songs also come out arnd the same time ?? hmm...
well, i enjoy both the songs .but i prefer Leona's one a little bit more cuz her voice power luhh .and i like power2...hahhaaha...Leona's one gave me goosebumps .hehehhe...but Rihanna's one also nice...It's more popular i think...So , here's Rihanna's and Leona's "Take a bow" .enjoy!





byebyebyebyebyebye((:

NDP shit

hey peeps .

yesterday was MARKING DAY ! no school !!!! ya right . had to go for post exam
activity thingy (which is supposed to be fun)and it turned out to be super crappy .we had to go for NDP rehearsal at Bedok Camp .
the trip to the place and going home was the best parts of my day cuz got air-con .unlike during the rehearsal ,we had to stay under the hot sun , i was like scorched la .tk lei tahan seh .and i was with a cap somemore .the people with no cap ,i dunno wat tuh say la .
super hungry all da way man .they offered biscuits which is totally not part of my diet (cheyybah...haha) .and also got MINERAL WATER! who can ever drink mineral water .it's so water-ish and full of minerals .i think it's tap water .cuz mineral water very hard to find seh . den when time to go home ,very happy seh .dun care who sit arnd me ,i sleep like nobody's business only .but if there was a pillow ,it would be way more comfortable .after that wen to WM to have lunch at KFC .shared a meal wif atiqah cuz we were poor children at that time .went home with 5 cents in my wallet .pathetic eh ?
hmm..that's it .

byebyebyebyebyebye(:

it's been so long since i've blogged .heeh .guess i'm a not hardworking blogger .just cannot think of anything to blog about .i don't even remember what happens everyday .heeh .but today i tried my best to remember what happened.

today NO SCHOOL! oh yeah ! didn't have any paper mah . thought i could relax at home ,wake up late2 ,rot at home eh .but unfortunately my mom never work today .she got an apt at Tan Tock Seng Hospital (no more SARS ok) .and guess wat .i had to follow .i had to wake up early2 in the morning, man! people sleep nice2 disturb only .when we enter the hospital ,my mom realised that her IC was missing! aiyoyo .she sho stress .i wan to tompang her stress but scared later i got grey hair .but then an Indian man came to the rescue .he found her IC .YAY! she was so happy! syukur alhamdulillah!

after that ,went to Johor. my mom go color her hair pink! haha...no lah .she go color black to cover her grey hair .i almost had a haircut but decided not to cuz still short .overall it was like spending quality time wif my mom .hated when she talked about boys . so awkward ! long day . ate alot . should turn in now .tomorrow got NDP thing . super tired now .

byebyebyebyebyebye(:

furby is everything

going crazy over my half flat-faced persian ,half norwegian forest kitten lah.
getting older and fatter . but still cute in her own ways . heeh .
got some photos of HER .
addicted to cats, man! especially the adorable and hairy ones. the hairy the better...or is it furry ?? aiyah..doesn't matter.
many people say she is expensive...cuz of her breed. but actually she's not. i got her for FREE. hehheheh. my cousin's father-in-law(i think)got cats la. den dunno who to give. den give us uh.
free-of-charge cat.
but feeding her and stuff can be quite costly too lah. require experience.
but my family got alot of experience ,taking care of SABRI (last time the cat).
he was a stray. now he is like super skinny la. dunno why..
he is like an atok(grandfather)now.
furby many times die2 wan to meet Sabri but cannot because Sabri might attack her. to be safe, dun let them see each other.
hmm...enough talking...
these are the pictures of Furby alright:DD
cats are awesome.

Till then...BYEBYE!

better in time

been outdated in the entertainment world lately. hehhehehh.
but i just heard a new single by Leona Lewis (favouriteku) titled Better in Time.
damn syiok man the song.
cannot stop listening.
nicer than "Bleeding Love", in my opinion.
i'll upload more videos of her soon kayy...but till then, this is the music videoo of the song i'm talking about. Till then...Enjoy((:

hello again

it's been way too long since i've posted. heeh.
been busy doing crap((;
hmm...actually i have nothing to say lah.
school has been boring and stressful.
want to commit suicide also cannot..it's a huge sin.
haiyoh..
my whole body is aching rite now.
i think cuz of yesterday's P.E. poor thing eyh ?
i cannot even walk properly. wan to go out also cannot.
my internet also now damn slow. cheap skate one. not like last time the internet which was super fast lor. now the internet giving me high blood pressure oni.
hmm..dunno why i dun understand bio. especially reproductive system. so irritating sia that subject. maybe cuz never read textbk den anyhow do test. how to study, man ?? i always no time..not trying to make excuses but the projects are killing me...
something very interesting happened yesterday:D
hmm..wat else to sey ekh ?? mm...craving for fish & co...can't wait for the holidays...
till then...bye...

BUJANG LAPOK

yesterday in class during history lesson, Mr Lam played Bujang Lapok for the class to see. yay! it brought back so much memories sei. it was fun to watch it again. the best part was that the rest of the class had to read the subtitles to know what's going on, besides the other malay students la. some parts were funny, some were lame. 0kae la. here's a clip from the show itself titled "Menceceh Bujang Lapok". enjoy yea...


Menceceh Bujang Lapuk

Oh menceceh... (5X)
Oh menceceh... (5X)

Bujang lapuk pakai songkok
Basikal cabuk tak pernah gosok
Tayar kempis roda bengkok
Badan pepes macam keropok

Bujang lapuk keliling kampung
Naik basikal hai pakai sarung
Minum air dah naik kembung
Sakit perut terpekik terlolong

Hai bujang lapuk tak boleh harap
Basikal cabuk dah naik kurap
Baru putus hai urat saraf
Masuk angin keluar asap

Bujang lapuk... loyar buruk
Sana sini hai bikin sibuk
Naik basikal semacam beruk
Tak ada kerja tolak habuk

youtube rocks la!!!!!!

since i've got a little bit more time to use the computer and there's nothing important else to do, i shall just put up a video of Yael Naim's first video clip of her new album. the song: new soul. i fell in love with song from the first time i heard it from a mac commercial. the song very nice, man! i can't get enough of the song la. until at school i was still humming to the tune of the song, i was practically going "lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala" all the way to school. HAHA! the song is fun.

I'm a new soul I can do this strange world
hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.
But since I came here felt the joy
and the fear finding myself making every possible mistake

la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

I'm a young soul in this very strange world
hoping I could learn a bit about what is true and faith.
But why don't please trying to comunnicate
finding just in love is not always easy to make.

la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

This is a happy end
cause' you don't understand
everything you have done
wise everything so wrong

this is a happy end come and give me your hand
I'll take your far away.

[Refrain]:
I'm a new soul I can do this strange world
hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take
but since I came here felt the joy
and the fear finding myself making every possible mistake

la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!

yay! 14 already! so old le. aiyah!!!
the date stated above might not be correct but i'm REALLY posting on the 21st of jan.

today turned out to be better than i expected la.

had detention because i was late, so had to miss Higher Mother Tongue.oh yes!
on this very day too, Lionel got injured, and i mean INJURED. crazy injured.
BLOOD! BLOOD! BLOOD was everywhere!!!! many many,,,,
i'm not quite sure what really happened but at the end of the day, what i've heard is that standley got canning and the other two who were involved got betta form. ish! so many things happened on one day....
i hope Lionel is OK. and Standley will get some nice canning.

my burfdae exciting also la. got to blow a candle and feast on a delicious chocolate-coated cake which was meant for some 2e3 girl named Sherlyn if i'm not wrong, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER TOO!!! chan wan yu from 2T1 is also celebrating her burfdae today.yay for her!
all thanks to sakinah, i got to experience all those stuff la. thank yoo many2 yea,,,and thanks for the card to yarr. I would also like to thank my makcik for the nice t-shirts that she bought for my burfdae and my sis for picking them out. not to forget, thank yoo to my mom for the perfume and i hope my sister will stop using it because it's MINE!!!!!
hmm...i think that's about it.
0kae.

ALAMAK! hot lah Chris Brown !!!

ALAMAK! hot lah Chris Brown !!!

ish! feel like blogging abt Chris...yeah!
love his new album many many.
the songs all best uh.
wanna buy album but no money...aiyah! i shall save. IMPOSSIBLE!!!
so i shall just listen to the "unoriginal"...not as nice by too bad lahh...

his songs lah!!! listen !!!

the grand farewell to 07

a late happy new years'!!!

kind of a great year for me. a learning journey. learned alot about myself. mixed feelings, etc... regretted some choices i've made. a couple of disappointments which turned out to be a blessing in disguise. many many mistakes and regrets. wouldn't have gone through all this w/o people who cared. thanks for sticking out for me. see me grow! hoping for a fulfilling 2008 ahead.

my birthday's coming! can't wait! yay! i'm almost 14!!!!!! not expecting anything special but i'm hoping for a gd day...&& a relaxing one too...heeee....

bye for now. till next time...i need presents!!!! hahahahahaha...

LAGU FAVOURITE KU

LOVE,LOVE,LOVE this song laaa...A new single from Dato' siti's latest album,Hadiah daripada hati. the lyrics super nice la. i've listened to it only like a HUNDRED times...yea baby! her other songs are also quite nice, but this one got feeling la.

Title: Cintamu
Artist: Dato' Siti Nurhaliza

Lyrics:

Nota cinta lama
Ku jadikan lagu
Walau tidak seindah
Bisik kata yang kau beri

Tetap dalam hati
Siang malam menanti
Tak jemu aku dibuai kerinduan

Belum pernah ada getaran sebegini
Memang benar aku dilanda cinta kepadamu

Bercahaya hidupku dalam taman cinta
Sehingga segalanya seperti pelangi
Kau sambutlah rinduku jangan lepas lagi
Ku patri setia seteguh kasihmu buatku

Kini kutemui insan ku sayangi
Sentiasa disisi bagai bintang yang berseri

Tetap dalam hati
Siang malam menanti
Tak jemu aku dibuai kerinduan

Belum pernah ada getaran sebegini
Memang benar aku dilanda cinta kepadamu

Bercahaya hidupku dalam taman cinta
Sehingga segalanya seperti pelangi
Kau sambutlah rinduku jangan lepas lagi
Ku patri setia seteguh kasihmu buatku

Satu jawapan engkau berikan
Bisa ku rasa segala rahsia asmara
Kau pesona cinta yang membawa bahagia

Bercahaya hidupku dalam taman cinta
Sehingga segalanya seperti pelangi
Kau sambutlah rinduku jangan lepas lagi
Ku patri setia seteguh kasihmu buatku

♥ fazirah ♥